Just talking

Yo.. i know i have not been around my blog for a very long time.. i'm back up here to clear away some dusts and spider webs hanging around here... i havent been blogging and i really dont have much to blog about currently... well.. some of my news report stuff are kinda interesting but i dont have time to share them up here... i havent got the photos anyway... those copied from facebook are not from the best quality.. anyway.. it's just excuses...

my short semester is coming to an end... just a blink of an eye yo... sigh~~ this has not been an overwhelming semester.. thing have not been going on smoothly.. or they'll either be ok on the surface, hiding a whole lot of challenges and problems underneath the very nicely coated top layer...

the subjects we have for this semester is seriously heavy... gosh.. 3 equally heavy subjects cram together in a short 7 weeks... imagine a ton on your shoulder... get the picture?? ok, so now multiply by 3... guess how it feels... you are squished onto the ground...

csa is just a disaster... ideas were given, presented approved but they dont go together... a campaign will need to have at least 3 ads in a media... so we have 3 ads plus an ambient which makes 4... and all the tutor did was to approve all of them.. BUT, the magic word pops out... "NOT CONSISTENT"... what the??!! i think we already have 5 different but incomplete campaigns already... everytime the tutor approves a few.. we'll have to think of others to match those that were approved... but we couldnt think of any.. so we change the idea.. then there he goes.. the same thing about the "CONSISTENCY"... why??!!! we have an average of 2 ads per campaign.. which makes them all incomplete... what a disaster!!!

then here comes broadcast journalism.. the assignment itself is kinda fun... covering events and news.. but when it comes to writing news stories... the nightmare arrives again... my articles are too "report" style.. similar like those "laporan" essay you do when you are in high school.. sigh~~~ and it's hard to change... i gave up writing and focus on my online news instead.. shooting went ok... just ok.. coz there were problems in the way and the fun part somehow balanced it up...

film appreciation, criticism and interpretation... sigh... sigh.. double huge big sigh~~ i'm no critic.. i hardly critic stuff... i dont see thinks critically.. i'm a very surface person... i go by the literal meanings... if you will have to ask me what is the meaning behind something... wooh... what the hell are you talking about??? besides.. i'm not observant enough... my eyes are slow... what to do?? i'll be staring at the movie for my assignment without blinking to interprete the shots... poor eyes....


i know it's kinda late to rant.. but i just couldnt help it... why must the government allow the ptptn loan to be converted to scholarship if the student is a first class honours?? why must this have to happen?!! i remember there was such thing a few years ago.. and i dont know why it was abolished dont know when... but all i know is when it's my year to apply.. there was no such thing.. ok fine.. so it'll just have to happen right i before i graduate.. what luck i have..

i am not a lucky person.. i know that.. i never have the luck for things, lucky draws and stuff.. i'm ok with that.. but this is too much... how can i be so unlucky??

i need luck.. i need creativity... i need money... i need more time... i need i whole load of things... where can i find them????