crammed!!!!

Your EQ is 120

You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. On an average day, you're quite happy, together, and content. You live your life well. Your emotions aren't always stable, but you can go along with the ups and downs pretty well. You tend to be motivated, energetic, focused, and level headed. You see the world pretty rationally, and you don't tend to over dramatize things. When things are bad, you know they eventually have to get better.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Ok... It might sound ok but i'm seriously stressed out here.... it's a seldom thing for me to get so stressed out.... i usually have things all planned out and taken cared of... eventhough when things doesn't come out as planned it will still at least be similar to how i pictured......

my workload quota is going overboard.... too many things to do and too little time.... let's see... radio drama script due tomorrow.... mass media and society literature review due on thrusday.... mass media and society mid term on friday.... cultural presentation on next tuesday but i have to get it done within this week.... live dj presentation script by this friday too for rehersals although tha day of presentation is next week.... english report... cultural report... due at al,ost the same time.... advertising mid term... radio broadcasting mid term.... cultural studies mid term... and crammed up... and all during next week!!!!!!

Oh gosh.... i'm now working on the radio broadcasting script... the reason why i still have the time to blog here is because.... i'm now going thru the writer's block!!!!!! then i'll have to also complete the mass media literature review.... and revise maybe a tiny weeny bit about my mass media and society to face the mid term test...... ish.....

Why am i taking everything so hard???? maybe i should take it easy and relax a little... but i can't really let myself to do that.... am i that concerned about the outcome of things???? or Just can't bear of letting go my self pride or ego when i fail at things..... (now this sentence sounds weird) anyway.... i'm afraid of losing.... of failing... of things not turning out the way i wanted them to.... there's nobody to seek help from.... i hate this!!!

extra languages???

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Hey!!! I suddenly have a very strong urge to start learning Korean.... ish!!! My neighbour just moved in... previously lived a chinese man and his "chinese"(from China) girlfriend, a golden retriever by the name of Ben but i call hem "Hep" cuz his owner always address him this way and not forgetting a very cute puppy (which i don't know which breed is it) called pierre.. (its actually called 调皮(tiao pi)... as you know chinese from china have the accent as "pi" will become "pierre"... heee...

Oh yeah... I forgot to mention that my new neighbour is korean.... listening them conversing in korean sounds so cool if only i understand the language..... ish.... all of a sudden.... the urge of learning languages came back to me after it strucked me a few months ago.... but i have to give it up due to the time of classes.... it's back again..... i wanna learn... korean... maybe spanish.... french sounds hard.... italian sounds ok.... heee... i'm so greedy sometimes....
but if i don't use these languages frequently after learning them.... i'll tend to forget them little by little.... that's a waste!!!!

here i am writing the script for my assignment.... the drama script.... stuck a few times judging how many times have i pause to come here for some scribbles.... its week 7 already!!!! half of my semester is gone now!!!! oh gosh!!! i better continue with my script....

signing off!!!!

Edison Chen signing off from Hk showbiz

CLOT!!!! you gotta act like you know!!!!

hee... HK pop star, Edison Chen has announced that he will be signing off from the Hong kong showbiz FOREVER!!!! after the very sensational scandal about him and many other female pop stars..... that means he will not be appearing on tv to entertain anymore.......

sigh.... why??? why did you come back??? why not delay for a few more days since you have already did???? now i'll have to change my topic for my radio broadcasting individual assignment.... i'll have to move down to plan B..... i can't use scandal.... ish ish ish...

anyway.... -ignore my earlier crap- at least he did something and admit that he did take all those photos and said that he's sorry to cause such chaos...

in my point of view... he did not do anything wrong as the photos are taken voluntarily and agreed by both parties..... ok... morally.. it's wrong.... but come to think of it... if he's not THE Edison Chen but the edison chen who lives next door and just somehow have a broken down computer.... i don't think these photos will appear on the headlines.... i bet even the people in the computer workshop will not be bothered to open up his files and explore..... just because he is someone whom people will know by the mention of name.... now everyone knows edison chen... not by his songs, his movies, his commercials, his company or CLOT..... but instead they'll be replying, "edison chen??? oh ya.... i saw his [photos]....*winks*"

okay... the end about edison chen... er... maybe just one more photo?? not the one you are thinking!!!!!

he's actually not bad looking though...

lab session today again.... we finally finalised our story plot and confirm all the characters... who will be playing who... heee.... i got an UNexpected character wey..... will not reveal too much here... maybe i'll post the whole radio drama up... i said MAYBE!!! it depends on my mood, ok??? and also how willingly am i to be embarassed because of the character i'm playing.... there a huge risk there, you know???

Its the last day of chinese new year... anybody tossing mandarin oranges???? this year's CNY has certainly gone off pretty fast.... ish... i'm going to be a year older!!!!!! NO!!!!!!!!

before i sign off... HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!

Busy... not so busy... very busy....

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What am i actually???? busy??? not so busy???? or very busy??? i'm not so sure myself.... i have a lot of things to do but i just can't get the right mind to do anything.... see what i mean???? so assignments are piling up... anytime higher than mount kinabalu.....
let's see... i have a presentation tomorrow.... mass media mid term next week.... advertising mid term on the following week.... cultural (the very important "datuk gong") presentation on the same week... radio broadcasting mid term on dat week too... then DJ-ing assignment on the same week as well.... woah!!!! week 9 damn hectic wey!!!!!

its the last day of Chinese New year tomorrow.... ish ish ish.... so fast!!!!! i have not enjoyed enough yet!!!!! i have not watch enough TV yet!!!!!! i have not collected enough angpaus yet!!!!
this can't be happening!!!!!

-belated- valentine's day post...

Well... i know its a little late for valentine posts but better late than never right????
heee.... just to let you know.... "me currently no have boyflen la...." so what to do???? celebrate with friends lo!!! we got a 3 hour break during that day... so "almost" the whole bc3, 18 out of 23... commercial break: i said almost, 1 went back to her hometown and the other 4 were nusy discussing assignments.... headed to da jang geum ("dai chueng gam" la... you know... the korean restaurant... i'm not sure about the correct and actual spelling...)

Hee... guess the amount of noise we made??? 18 future broadcasters..... everybody have something to say to everybody.... ish ish ish!!! bising gile wey..... but anyway.... we had loads of fun!!!!

KimChi Soup!!! (pedas!!)

side dishes.... geeee...

Me, back there busy ordering.... its jessie posing to the camera by the way...

Studying the menu.... nothing really suites my appetite, i guess.... titus (on my right) trying to help... heee....


Chinese New Year mood.... Year of the mouse.... What the heck??!!!!!

BC3!!!! group photo!!! wee-wooo...

BC3, the girls...

Not forgetting the chocolates stephanie gave during valentine's day.... -thanks steph!!!!-

She gave everyone in the class..... heeee

Kar lim brought these but it was too soft to pick up and eat so we left it lying around in the very cold tutorial room for it to get harden.... and guess what??? it did get harden but not hard enough to be picked out and eat.... heeee... i didn't get eat any of those!!!! wa......

Valentine's day during CNY

You are Totally Realistic

"Romance" means you're about to roll your eyes Seriously, you can do without the sap or drama Save it for someone who has nothing really going on in their relationship For you, love is real - and easily integrated into your life You don't need candles, flowers, or chocolates to know he's the one Just some stimulating conversation... and maybe a great smile.

Are You a Romantic or Realistic Girl?

Yeah... i'm realistic... but i always thought i'm realistically romantic.... sigh... whatever doesn't mean anything currently... its valentine's day tomorrow.... i'm single and available... sheesh.... love-birdies are everywhere.... i wanna celebrate valentine's too!!!!! (aka: i want a boyfriend..) heee....

oh well... i can still celebrate chinese new year... as its still chinese new year..... heee... how comforting.... i bet everybody should be back from their "kampungs" aka hometowns now.... i really enjoyed being in my hometown... besides the very fun tv programmes... ya.. they have astro but also something cooler than astro... a Satellite TV!!!!!! woo-hoo!!!!! i can watch channels from all over the world!!!!! taiwan, hong kong, china, singapore.... yay yay yay!!!!!! i searched around for TVB.... some taiwan channels.... yoo-hoo!!!!! i watch programme that astro doesn't have!!!!!! hahahahahah..... commercial break: just ignore my childish-ness... just because i don't have astro... i just have to brag about getting to watch shows that astro subscribers don't get to watch... heee.....

okok... enough bragging about the tv stuff..... another thing about being back in johor.... my relatives are just so sweet and nice!!!!! they provide us the best!!!!!!! yay!!!! they let me took control of the tv!!!!! i'm the one holding the remote all day.... heee!!!! my cousins are funny..... the place is not as hot as KL... its much more cooling in johor.... boy.... its freaking hot in KL, subang, PJ.... crazy!!!!

assignments are piling...... piling and piling......

and no, i haven't got my wahyu yet. Nabi merajuk cuz its Chinese new year and he didn't receive any angpaus..... so he will not provide any wahyu currently..... datuk gong is not helping either..... since election is around the corner (as "pak lah" has already "bubarkan" the parliment)... he also have to go around promoting for votes as he is a "DAtuk"....... help!!!!

commercial break: you might not understand my crap above but people who understands, you know who you are!!!!

Happy chinese new year!!!!

What my name Means

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow. You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily. Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people. Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems. Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest. You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing. You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long. You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start. You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life. You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home. You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble. You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong. You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know. You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality. You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

Fuyoh!!!! i hate to admit this but its accurate!!!!!

a few people from my blog links has tried out this quiz... so i thought i should have a go with it... and the results are almost 100% accurate!!!! gosh!!!! of course the part that says i'm more comfortable away from home is not really true because I LOVE MY HOME!!!! i always love the time when the school bell rings signaling that its time to go home.... what's the sake of going to school anyway???? to study??? to learn??? to make friends???? WRONG!!!! (not absolutely wrong but its not correct in my point of view) its to enjoy the feeling of going home..... you'll really appreciate that feeling....

ok... end of quiz results... i'm just back from johor, this morning!!! i reach home at about 3am.... whoosh... and i have an 8 o'clock class today too!!!!!! with about 3 hours of sleep.... i woke up and drag my very-unwillingly-to-move body to school.... reach school a little later than usual but there are still plenty of parking spaces in front of the school.... i guess people are still in their new-year mood.... so... i slept in the car until my class starts.... what i didn't realise is i set my alarm wrongly which means its suppose to ring at 7.55 am instead of 8.55 am... of course i did hear it ring cuz wai kuan called me at 8am.... heee....

although i slept less than 5 hours today(plus approximately 2 hours in the car).... i'm still as strong as a horse... but i'm sleeping early today!!!! happy CNY!!!!

Teen?? still am!!!!!

Your True Birth Month Is January

Loyal Social Logical Easily jealous Loves children Rather reserved Highly attentive Likes to criticize Needs close friends Ambitious and serious Smart, neat and organized Hardworking and productive Loves to teach and be taught Quiet unless excited or tensed Sensitive and has deep thoughts Knows how to make others happy Searches for the greatest romance Resistant to illnesses but prone to colds Romantic but has difficulties expressing love Always looking at people's flaws and weaknesses

What's Your True Birth Month?

Ooo.... goshy..... luckily i'm not REALly born in the month of january... or else i'll be the first of everything among my friends.... first to reach teenage... first to LEAVE teenage... first to qualify for a driving license... first person to be able to drive (that's when friends love to hang out with you cuz they don't have to worry about transportation... heee... just kidding....).. first person to get their IC... first person to almost everything... some MAY be good... but most of them are bad because i'm older than the people who were born in the same year as i do.... ish ish ish.....

well... anyway... i'm born in March which is just about 2 months further than january...(oh.. jauh-nya...-puts palm on top of eye and start searching sacarstically-) however... at least i'm not the first to leave my teens yet... YET!!!!! i still have 1 more month to go.. ok??? stop reminding about the "you are not a teen anymore" fact..... i'll be offended.... seriously OFFENDED!!! i'll accept that i'm not a teen WHEN i'm NOT a teen... which is during my birthday... hopefully i could get more gifts as consolations... heeee.....

Chinese new year is just around the corner now.... just 2 more days... that reminds me... for those who HAVE NOT do the poll which is situated on the right side of my blog.... PLEASE DO SO.... its for my assignment... ok??? pretty please!!!

ok.. back to CNY... i have been doing a lot of spring cleaning lately... the windows.... sliding door... vaccuming.... changing the curtains... cushion covers.... clearing up my stuff(which will never be done)..... helps a little with the cooking.... etc etc.... which sums up one thing..... I HATE DUSTS!!!! if only dusts could extinct instead of cute little animals.... i'll be VERY happy....

went out with hp, cheryl and rae yesterday for lunch at pyramid yesterday... at first i was really firm on going for an economical lunch like McD or something because i found out that my purse has only rm10 in it.... then hp suggested about going shopping... ish... i'm broke okay??? anyway... we still end up in pyramid having luch in a lousy-service japanese restaurant(ask me personally for the name).. because i deposited some money from the atm while tagging along with my mom to giant.... hee.... but the rest were so shocked when i said we were going to pyramid cuz they tought we were suppose to be heading to the McD at taipan instead.... they were not "dressed up" enough for a shopping trip..... heeee.... then we plan for another outing today because hp was in k-mood....

wondering whether did hp, rae and cheryl carried on with their outing today..... they were planning to go for k-session/badminton session/shopping session... (either one)... today.... but i couldn't make it because i need to help my mom to clean the windows and send my car for a "check-up" session.... since it's getting crankier than usual nowadays..... however... i'm required to leave my car at the service shop but i need to use my car during the week... so the fix-it-guy said that maybe i should wait until its time for service-ing... since the cranky-ness of my car is considered kinda of normal due to the age of the car itself.....

oh well.... i still like my car... as long as it still works nicely for me.... i'm not that hard to satisfy....

pictures!!!!

Here are the photos and pictures that i have promised to post up in my last post....

-drumrolls-

our advertising presentation draft... drew by festiny... designed by stephanie... its copyrighted though!!!!

Me in the broacasting lab... hee.... DJ??? maybe not... i've never hoped to be a DJ... but i will if i have the chance...

I forgot the name... its tuna something with pepperoni.... from Marco's pizza...

Wooo-hooo.... its Marco's Pizza... with turkey ham and CHEESE!!!!!! taste great!!! highly recommended!!!

A very mushroomy mushroom soup.... its not like the can campbell soup that you usually drink...

Last but not least!!!! cabonara!!!!! yummy!!!! the CHEESE is super tasty!!!!! finger lickin' good!!!