crammed!!!!

Your EQ is 120

You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt. On an average day, you're quite happy, together, and content. You live your life well. Your emotions aren't always stable, but you can go along with the ups and downs pretty well. You tend to be motivated, energetic, focused, and level headed. You see the world pretty rationally, and you don't tend to over dramatize things. When things are bad, you know they eventually have to get better.

What's Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

Ok... It might sound ok but i'm seriously stressed out here.... it's a seldom thing for me to get so stressed out.... i usually have things all planned out and taken cared of... eventhough when things doesn't come out as planned it will still at least be similar to how i pictured......

my workload quota is going overboard.... too many things to do and too little time.... let's see... radio drama script due tomorrow.... mass media and society literature review due on thrusday.... mass media and society mid term on friday.... cultural presentation on next tuesday but i have to get it done within this week.... live dj presentation script by this friday too for rehersals although tha day of presentation is next week.... english report... cultural report... due at al,ost the same time.... advertising mid term... radio broadcasting mid term.... cultural studies mid term... and crammed up... and all during next week!!!!!!

Oh gosh.... i'm now working on the radio broadcasting script... the reason why i still have the time to blog here is because.... i'm now going thru the writer's block!!!!!! then i'll have to also complete the mass media literature review.... and revise maybe a tiny weeny bit about my mass media and society to face the mid term test...... ish.....

Why am i taking everything so hard???? maybe i should take it easy and relax a little... but i can't really let myself to do that.... am i that concerned about the outcome of things???? or Just can't bear of letting go my self pride or ego when i fail at things..... (now this sentence sounds weird) anyway.... i'm afraid of losing.... of failing... of things not turning out the way i wanted them to.... there's nobody to seek help from.... i hate this!!!