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I honestly did not plan to post anything up on my blog today... but just i have to try out the email posting function... so here goes a blog post of random blabs...

its the 10th week of my internship... and i really think that time sure flies pass... i now have 1 more month to go till i am thru with my internship with my current company...

for now i start to think... whether am i suitable to be in this field or not.. oh well.. i should be i guess.. since i'm accepting and adapting to the real world of working where everybody will only care for themselves and the money... to be realistic and a lil pessimistic tho... you can also find real friends in your workplace.. people can be nicer than they look... but just get ready to face certain cruel facts... dont shunt yourself in your own world and thinks that the world is perfect just exactly like how you pictured it... that's the ostrich's way of doing things.. not human's...

anyway... i suddenly have this feeling of not wanting to go back and study... well.. i guess i'm tired of assignments, mid terms, finals, and the most important factor that influences the most..... MARKS... and not forgetting... CGPA.... i somehow prefer working than studying... i feel that studying is in fact more stressful than working...

ok.. i might have said this too soon... but currently, that's how i think... 

maybe when i officially start working... i'll miss my internship days... as an intern.. you have this "get out of jail free" card which is equivalent to a "make mistakes but will be forgiven" card.. as an intern... everybody knows that an intern knows nothing more than the textbook has... so internship is a time for them to learn... and when people learn... they make mistakes.. but then... it's a normal thing for interns to make mistakes... so as an intern... there will not be much responsbility bared on my shoulders... so its more relaxing and fun... gosh... i said "fun"!!

i certainly dont have the mood to carry on with my studies already... i guess i have 1 month and a half's time to work it out... meanwhile... for that 1 and a half month's time... what should i do???

well... i'm just wondering whether my company would want me to extend my internship.... if they are still willing to pay... obviously i dont mind.. hehehe...

then i plan to catch up with my korean language and do some self study for my japanese... sigh.. languages... you cant just leave them hanging... they'll go away if you ignore them too long...

my dad is also suggesting other places for me to go to as an intern... wuahahaha... he'll have to work with his contacts tho.. 

what else??? i really wanna go overseas... just dont know why.. but i really feel like leaving here for a short period to just breathe some different air in different places... anywhere will do... hk, china, taiwan, japan, korea or even s'pore.... and yes.. i'm very asian... i stick to my continent... because other places are too expensive anyway...

i'm on my last year of studies already... how i hope i can further in other countries... although i said i am tired of studying... but maybe doing it in a different country may help... heheheh... me and my excuses...

ok for now.. i think its long enough.... 

for those who are expecting pictures... i'm sorry coz i'm not sure whether should i attach them or just use the img tag... i'll try that another time then...

signing off...