worn out...

wah~~~ just a sudden urge to ride my bicycle.. so i decided to take my dust-coated "mountain bike" out for a ride... also, i need to post a letter to oolong tea.. so i might as well go to the post box near my house and drop my letter...

so i move out my bicycle... the tyres werent full of air so i took out the foot pump... but somehow dont know why the tyre is still kinda "flat"... after a few rounds of trying i gave up and took the other pump which requires the car engine as a power source... i think the problem is with the foot pump and not the bicycle tyre... after all my tyres are full of air... i hop on and off i go to post my letter..

in the beginning of the journey is still ok... until i met a slope towards the post box.. not 1 but 2 slopes... huhu... after i dont know how many years of leaving behind my riding skills.. it certainly is kinda scary being unable to control the speed of the bicycle.. it's funny that i didnt notice the slope before... coz i used to drive thru that road... so slope or no slope didnt really make any difference to me...

ok.. letter into the postbox... now here comes the nightmare... going down the slope is scary... imagine going up... it's freaking EXHAUSTING!!!!! gosh... 2 slopes man!!! this is no joke.. after i reach the end of the slope i felt that my legs arent mine anymore.. however there's still quite a distance from my house.. but luckily the road is flat... *puff puff~~

after i reach home... my arms and legs dont feel like mine anymore... dont know why my arms feel like that too... weird~~ do they share the same nerve system???

i know i have not been exercising AT ALL... i guess... this is a sign of me getting worn out...


hands and legs are falling off...
signing off~~~

back to uni

Hello everybody... after tomorrow it'll be a week of uni already... being back in school after around 5 months being on holidays and internship, i'm not used to all those schooling life all of a sudden... those early mornings... lectures and tutorials... piling assignments... never ending discussions... sigh... but it's my last year already... so i guess.. i'll just have to bear with it for another 7 months... then off to my graduation trip!! wooo~~~


I have been checking.. my posts for this year have been gradually decreasing... wonder why.. too busy or too lazy?? or maybe i just have nothing to write about..


Uni have been ok these few days.. as usual.. I will not feel the pressure of assignments until the middle of the semester.. currently, it's still the beginning and introduction stuff... so i guess i should be getting used to the stuff about uni and get my engine started and get going.. i have a creative brief to submit next week and nothing is done yet... i wonder will i be able to get it done by tomorrow...

ok.. i'm going off now..
sigining off~~~






p/s: are my post getting shorter and shorter... hmmmm....

SC

Sigh... uni is starting next week.. back to the early mornings and limited parking space.. then the dont-know-what-to-eat-for-lunch issues... the rushing on assignment 2 days before the deadline... cramming notes (actually wanting to just burn or melt and swallow them) half an hour before an exam... and many other issues... well, that's uni life... cherish while i still have it, as a lot of people say... i will...


times flies so fast... as i keep delaying stuff that i planned to do during my break..
D.I.Y birthday card (70% done... almost)
a video (for whom-it-may-concern)
Story (TFKC, reaching the climax.. almost done,i think..)


these few days i again found something i have not been doing for a very long time.. i have been picking up a lot of things that has been forgotten during this year... this time, it's kimo clubs and SC!!!





SC stands for Sam Club... 王少偉（王紹偉）俱樂部... i was once an active member here but when he started shifting off from show biz to his Uncle Sam's bakery cafe and hardly appeared on TV, i started to shift.. not that i dont like him anymore.. just a shift of interest.. however, artiste or businessman.. i'll still be supporting him.. hehe...

so these few days, i manage to sign back into his forum and start posting threads... just to go back and be an active member for a few days... kinda miss those days.. miss leeling, and valer..

sure hope to see him again in Malaysia... or maybe just have an Uncle Sam right here.. hehe... i wish though...

signing off~~~

Happy Birthday to Panda's Space!!

Yooohooo!!! it's Panda's Space's birthday!!! 3 years old.. well.. i have been managing this blog for 3 years already.. how time flies...

i started Panda's Space during the beginning of my university years and now i'm reaching the end... sigh... it means i'm getting older... you just can't run off from the hints that tells you that you are getting older...

owh... i didnt mention... i went back to my ex-company to collect my claims... and meet up with my ex-colleagues.. how i miss them!!!! really... although it's just less than 1 month but i miss them already... i miss teresa and her sarcasm with coco who is so blur to understand her point and the point will end up fighting but each going different ends... until one side gives up talking... i miss nick and corine, the new interns who resembles so much of the old me when i first step into the company as an intern... very "semangat-ed" to do everything and keeps asking a lot of questions... at least i dont think i ask a lot of questions because everybody seems so busy back then... i dont think there's anytime to stop and think of answers or questions... anyway, the office is still the same old... nothing has change much from the pass few days with me hopping around in the office...

and before visiting my ex-colleagues... i went for a k-session with hui ping.. that marks my.. erm... 4th k-session of the month(september)... 1st was with my collegues.. ex-colleagues now... plus san and chris who were ex-employees of the company... then it's with half of 616, egg, lsf and jessie.... the 3rd is with my family.. momma, bro and sis.... and the 4th is with hui ping... well.. i'm really satisfied.. i wont complain about not going for k-sessions for the whole semester... hehe...


ok for now...
signing off~~~

here i am...

Back from genting 2 days ago...

bought 2 pair of shoes....

dedi paid... hehehehe...

enjoyed the trip...

didn't know that dedi is so willing to go shopping with me and even pay!!!

hehe, so although i'm just with my dedi, i still did enjoy the trip...

the casino ain't as exciting as i thought it would be...

just a big room with table games... the typical round or hemisphere table with green velvet on top.. plus loads of slot machines... it's something like an arcade, just that it has an age limit and is strictly for grown ups...

i sure miss mami's cooking after eating in genting for 2 days... sigh~~ the only safe thing is to opt for fast food... but then most of them are free so i'm not complaining much... dedi just have the power to get free coupons for meals...

and then, i have a room all to myself!!!! wahahaha... i can sleep on 2 beds... stay in the bathroom for as long as i want(what for??)... keep the lights on during bedtime... watch tv and never have to worry that the volume may be to loud for other people in the room... hehehe...

i just realised that i did not take photos of my new shoes yet... anyway.. i may upload them here later... maybe later or tomorrow will do... if anybody's interested...

stay tune...
signing off~~~

filling in

currently not really in the mood to blog... about my shooting post part 2... sorry but you'll have wait... coz i dont know why but i just dont have the mood to continue... anyway.. uploading photos need a lot of time and i need to rearrange... lazy~~

i'm posting here because there has been quite some time since i last blogged... filling up some words around so that it will not look dead..

bilibala bilibala... i'm still on my semester break... really dreading to go back to uni next month.. holidays are still quite up and kicking... anyway, i dont mind staying at home the whole day... besides... hari raya week has been kinda fun... shopping plus k-sessions... huhu...

just to summarise... after a round of searching for wardrobe reference for my ex-company　(sigh... past tense..) i just can't help looking at clothes other than those required by the company... however, those required by the company are also very tempting.... but the price some how pauses your temptations... too high to afford... my allowance ain't high... that's what i always say to myself when the urge to put the clothes on the counter and start pulling out my purse to pay is too strong to resist...

however, there are also some tempations... such as when you go out with friends and decided to try on some garments... they'll be convincing you to buy... buy... buy... hehehe... anyway, that's just an excuse to buy... of course, the price is affordable though...

therefore, i have spent almost half of my last allowance on clothes... wuuu... i guess the main reason you earn money is to spend... however, this is the time where i spent so much in such short period.. hehe... i'll earn those back when i graduate... there are still a lot more waiting for me... i took some photos.. well, they are actually for the company's wardrobe reference... but i pick those that i like... so i guess... i'll put them up later or in another blog where not so many people is reading.....

stay tune~~
signing off~~

Internship.. Byez~~

Well... it is official now... I'm done with my internship in XuanWorks... i'm certainly gonna miss this place... the best thing is the even had a farewell lunch for me and xiaochin as it was our last day.. hehehe... i heard there usually wont be farewell for interns but... oh well... we extended... so i guess we are not just "interns" anymore.. hehe... became part of the company...

well... my days in Xuanworks are certainly full of various emotions... ups and downs... but in the end... i can say that i really did enjoy my days there... although sometimes there are frustrations.. but then... i still did learn quite a lot... and i guess that's what internship is all about...

i will really miss them... a lot lot!!!!


The director and producer... Bryan and Miki


Client services... teresa... wuwuwuwu... will miss her sarcasm the most!!!



assistant producer.... man yong (coco)... will miss her blur-ness... snifs


assistant producer.. jolene (2nd on the right) and conty girl, xiaochin (right)... ok.. although me and xiaochin are in the same university.. same course... same lecture class... but we seldom have the chance to talk ok... we have our own gang in school.. we hardly mix... miss you, xiaochin...




ex assistant producer... san... she have been thru with us during most of our internship days... irreplaceable...


ex employee... chris... will miss her jokes...


and not fogetting the new interns... corine...



and nick... will miss you guys... stay safe in xuanworks...

if you guys need anything from me... besides money... dont hesitate to call me.. i'll see what i can do...

My last shooting at XW (part1 - the set up)

I have been involved in 5 shootings (2TVC & 2 infomercials & 1 infomercial+TVC) during my internship in XuanWorks... all of them has been fun... so now its time to share them here... i'll go backwards starting off with my most recent shoot... that was on last saturday-sunday... overnight shoot from 12pm (05/09) til 3am (06/09)...



The set


The "resting" area..





The Product.. (i'm not sure whether i can reveal or not, so i guess this is it)



The director (the product is clearer now... haha)



The assistant director



The assistant producers




The producer





The art department (plus our new intern, Nick in the 2nd photo)



The DOP (director of photography)



The camera crew



The conty Girl



The best candidate to test lighting and angles, our another new intern, corine




The client services executive..



The clients


The talents...




And... the wardrobe person, photographer of behind the scenes, written a few lines of the script and production assistant.... yours truly....



This is the setting up part... that's all for now...
stay tune for more....


~signing off...

final report... check!!!

ooo... i finally hand in my final report for my industrial attachment(IA) or better known as industrial training and also internship...

i know i said that i'll finish everything latest by wednesday and get my appendices and reference stuff signed and verified by thursday... but i just dont know why... a common human behavior that tends to stretch till the last minute... i officially finish my report yesterday in the office... of course.. i got a little help from the new intern, Nick... hehehe... he help me crap along for my conclusion... i was so stuck there i stared at the title for almost 3 hours...

anyway.. it's kinda sad to realise that my days in xuanworks is coming to an end... 10 more days to go... hmm... i wonder will i miss my days there???

anyway.. i have an overnight shooting tomorrow... from saturday to sunday... stay at the location for 2 days... i have never ever experienced an overnight shooting before... this sound kinda exciting... and our crew ill have to race with time since the talent will only spare that much of time for our shooting... and we have an infomercial and 2 TVCs to shoot tomorrow...
a challenge... oooo....

besides... i'm kinda looking forward as a part of 616 has plans already for the holiday... hehehe... its gonna happen right after i leave the company... huhu.. what a great way for a break... happy~~~

what else should i be saying??? hmmm... besides my weight issues... it has gone down on monday.. but went up again today... it must be the cheese... sigh~~~ what to do???
and i'm so lazy to exercise... i have been doing sit ups and push ups in the morning before going to work... i think that will help reduce a little weight... aish... when will it be a forty something instead of a 50???

the end is just the beginning

oo... here i am again...

i think most of my course mates are currently celebrating the end of their internship... after 14 weeks of intern life... it is time to get back to studies... but first things first.... we have a final report to complete... sigh... i feel so lazy to start on that...

anyway... just to let you know.. my intern life has not end yet... nono... mine will be ending next month... 15th to be accurate... well, i'm actually extending my internship with my current company... unbelievable??? quite... i thought so too...

i was kinda shocked when they asked me whether i would like to extend my internship... because i am kinda hard headed at times and i tend to answer back when questioned.. hehehe... my bad.. so i thought they wouldnt wanna have such a hard headed "employee" in the company... but anyway, i really appreciate them asking me... well, my hard head is good at banging walls tho... hahaha... anyway, they ask offer me to stay for a week... i said ok... then it became 1 month with an additional amount on to my allowance.. kinda tempting... but its kinda long... although i said i like the work.. but still i need a little break... hehe... my dad is bringing me somewhere by the way during the end of september.. so i guess i couldnt stay so long after all...
then i asked whether is it ok for me to stay for half a month... well, they are ok about that and everyone's happy...

however, i didnt get to ask for the pay though... i sure hope it wont be too little... i am still glad about them asking me to extend... because i was actually planning to since there might be a drama shooting on september, however due to some unforeseen circumstances, the drama shooting is somehow delayed... oh well, i didnt think of extending after that... but i am ok with extending if they want me to... it really does boost my self esteem to think that they are asking coz they need me... hehehehe... although i'm not sure of the actual reason but thinking that way makes me happier... well if they didnt ask i shall not go around asking for it since there might be a hint that they do not need my help after all... so better dont cari pasal... or else its kinda embarassing... hehe...

hehe... so i'll still be back to work next week... and not forgetting a final report to write...
i will still be busy...

signing off~~~

Bakuteh

Hi there... i know it has been a very very long time... i hardly abandon my blog for so long... dont know what's happening to me... maybe its just work... about my company... sometimes i hate it so much that i might just kill someone off.... and sometimes i kinda enjoy what i do... which just makes my day... well... i have been doing pretty much lately... contacting talents, checking their availability... arranging time for casting... handle castings... edit casting videos... well.. i finally know what i like to do... i like to mingle around with talents... wuahahaha.... i now have loads of people's phone number in my notebook... well.. i'm just shallow... hehe... just ignore...

quit talking about work... last saturday i woke up early morning... why??? coz i'm off for bakuteh breakfast outing with chen yee and ke yang....



chen yee and ke yang... ke yang is the driver and chen yee is on the left... that's his cap you are looking at...

off we go to klang for bakuteh.... sorry.. i have no photos during the first stop... busy eating... it was nice!!! really nice... too bad i didnt take any photos... busy eating...
noticed that i said "first stop"??? coz ke-yang suddenly came up with the idea of going for a second round... hahaha....

so since me and chen yee couldnt find any reason to protest... we went off for a 2nd round...


Our 2nd round... smaller portions.. but then i still prefer the first one.. i hope we can go again... hehehe...

After that, ke-yang came up with this crazy idea about going to taman pertaninan malaysia... we were like "what??!!" the sun was glaring madly that day... nobody is in mood to go walk and see stuff that have to do with "pertanian"...

however... ke-yang was the driver.. so all we can do is follow the driver.. so when the driver says go to taman pertanian malaysia... means WE ARE going to taman pertanian malaysia...

on the way in...

parking lot... this was taken when ke-yang was asking the boy who sells parking tickets, "mana ada parking a??"... i guess, drivers just stick their eyes in front, dont they???




walking to the ticket counter... it turns out that ke-yang was organising a youth camp for his church... thats what brings him here... he came here to ask for details... phew~~~




as we were walking to the office... chen yee on the left and ke-yang on the right... sorry.. you'll just have to look at their backs... their fronts are too shy for the camera... hehe...



dua orang sesat studying the map of the place... ke-yang actually suggested that we go in and have a look... as in buy tickets and go in... i was like... "you gotta be kidding!!!" luckily chen yee strongly disagrees with the idea... hehehe... way to go taiwan zai!! ke-yang calls him that coz he claims that he's getting more and more taiwanese after going to taiwan to further his studies...

what's the place again??? repeat after me...


Taman Pertanian Malaysia...

anyway... at the end of the day.. i was glad to be able to meet up with chen yee and ke-yang... we were primary school mates... and we havents seen each other since we graduated from primary school... hohoho... this outing just randomly happened on a face book post... where we randomly suggested and its ON... hehe... thanks to facebook!!!


then later that day... i went to full house, nzx with huiping, rae and shehlee... i was too full due to the 2 rounds of bakuteh... i didnt eat anything... instead, huiping belanja-ed me a drink... hehehehe... gamsahamnida huiping!!!

and that reminds me... huiping.. ur pronunciation i found already... but then its not with me down and i'm lazy to move... i'll leave you an msn offline msg tomorrow.... sorry for the delay... i forgot!!

picking it back up...

well well well...
10 weeks have passed...
and i survived gracefully...

plus, i manage to "see through" a lot of things which eventually makes my life a lot more happier than it previously were....

although i have almost absolutely nothing to do in the office during the whole july... but i managed to pick up a few things that i have dropped off long time ago...

i start reading fanfics again!!! and i never realised that i actually miss them so much... after my account was somehow "terminated" by winglin because i left for more than.... 2-3 years, i think... anyway... i wasnt really keen on creating a new account... because i now have a blog specially created for my fics... although the readership will be much much lower than my winglin days... but i somehow could do without having much readers... i'm ok with that...

then i have been reading back the fics that i have written years (i'm not telling how many years tho... i feel old..) ago... and guess what.... it brings back memories... and reminds me of how i think when i was writing them... hehe... oh god... the aging process just gets me...

anyway... i think i might just as well pick up my fic-mood again... since i suddenly have the urge to continue the fanfic that i have abandon years ago...

well... my internship days are coming to an end... and i know that i have said that i want it to end and stuff... did i say anything like that?? maybe when i was so frustrated being banned, ignored and stuff... but then... come to think of it... i feel kinda sad that its ending already... hahahaah... weird me...

i guess... the thing that comforts me about going back to uni is that i'm still a student... and i'm not that old yet... hahahahah.....

birthday party...

Last saturday... syahira's birthday celebration..
since i'm working from monday to friday, from 10am to 7pm... there's no time for me to grab anything for her as her birthday present...
so on saturday before going to her house for the party, rachel, cheryl and i hopped to pyramid to see what we can get...

then hold on till night time and head off to her party...

let's see....

the foods

the birthday girl...

The decos

the cake

The gang...

The face when the yummy food all ran out... including the cake...

and... the cat.... uchi

testing testing~~ 123

I honestly did not plan to post anything up on my blog today... but just i have to try out the email posting function... so here goes a blog post of random blabs...

its the 10th week of my internship... and i really think that time sure flies pass... i now have 1 more month to go till i am thru with my internship with my current company...

for now i start to think... whether am i suitable to be in this field or not.. oh well.. i should be i guess.. since i'm accepting and adapting to the real world of working where everybody will only care for themselves and the money... to be realistic and a lil pessimistic tho... you can also find real friends in your workplace.. people can be nicer than they look... but just get ready to face certain cruel facts... dont shunt yourself in your own world and thinks that the world is perfect just exactly like how you pictured it... that's the ostrich's way of doing things.. not human's...

anyway... i suddenly have this feeling of not wanting to go back and study... well.. i guess i'm tired of assignments, mid terms, finals, and the most important factor that influences the most..... MARKS... and not forgetting... CGPA.... i somehow prefer working than studying... i feel that studying is in fact more stressful than working...

ok.. i might have said this too soon... but currently, that's how i think... 

maybe when i officially start working... i'll miss my internship days... as an intern.. you have this "get out of jail free" card which is equivalent to a "make mistakes but will be forgiven" card.. as an intern... everybody knows that an intern knows nothing more than the textbook has... so internship is a time for them to learn... and when people learn... they make mistakes.. but then... it's a normal thing for interns to make mistakes... so as an intern... there will not be much responsbility bared on my shoulders... so its more relaxing and fun... gosh... i said "fun"!!

i certainly dont have the mood to carry on with my studies already... i guess i have 1 month and a half's time to work it out... meanwhile... for that 1 and a half month's time... what should i do???

well... i'm just wondering whether my company would want me to extend my internship.... if they are still willing to pay... obviously i dont mind.. hehehe...

then i plan to catch up with my korean language and do some self study for my japanese... sigh.. languages... you cant just leave them hanging... they'll go away if you ignore them too long...

my dad is also suggesting other places for me to go to as an intern... wuahahaha... he'll have to work with his contacts tho.. 

what else??? i really wanna go overseas... just dont know why.. but i really feel like leaving here for a short period to just breathe some different air in different places... anywhere will do... hk, china, taiwan, japan, korea or even s'pore.... and yes.. i'm very asian... i stick to my continent... because other places are too expensive anyway...

i'm on my last year of studies already... how i hope i can further in other countries... although i said i am tired of studying... but maybe doing it in a different country may help... heheheh... me and my excuses...

ok for now.. i think its long enough.... 

for those who are expecting pictures... i'm sorry coz i'm not sure whether should i attach them or just use the img tag... i'll try that another time then...

signing off...

It's here!!!

This is fast... order placed on last wednesday and thursday... payment settled on saturday...

order dispatched on monday...
and received on wednesday!!!!!!
my biggest order on ebay...
14 books..




ok... it looks 15 here... well.. apparently one of the books was a little ruined by the rain... so they replace with another book... but then.. they sent the book that was ruined too... i havent really open and check how ruin it is.. so i hope it isnt too bad...
well.. at least i can read it...