I'm fat..... (don't say i'm not)

yes.. i'm fat!!!! dont try to comfort me and say that i'm not.... you'll faint when you see my weight on the weighing machine...
Went out to celebrate cheryl's belated birthday yesterday at taipan.... spent rm50 just like that.... the food wasn't expensive... its quite affordable too... just that i just realise that i didn't count the fried chicken in the bill... haha... nevermind... my treat for the birthday girl... i ate most of it anyway.... cuz rae, hui ping and cheryl thought it was really oily and fat... sigh... i "sapu" everything... i really have to control!!!!! i'm getting fatter and fatter and fatter.... besides my tummy... i now have flabby arms!!!!! yikes!!!!! fat legs are more than enough... tummy is still slightly acceptable but flabby arms?!!!!!! no way... i must get on with dieting!!!! exercise??? i'll try my best on that.... hopefully i could at least lose a kg or something.... luckily i'm not the model for our magazine... or else i dont think anybody will be interested... imagine... a model who has fat legs, a tummy and flabby arms..... imagine that.... i know i'm no model but i really must lose a few kgs... before i get distracted with food that is fattening yet delicious.....
bought a few tops yesterday at taipan... that's where the rest of the rm50 has gone... cant really control my crave of spending money especially on clothes... i was totally broke last week and i guess i'll have to suffer another week of broke-ness... sigh... girls and clothes... like what cheryl say... girls are clothes people... its something really normal.... yeah... and because of my normal-ness... i'm broke for another week....
p/s: cheryl... pls post up the photos we took yesterday..... haha... kinda excited to see them... and i wanna know how many candid shots did you took....
Well, i think my IE has been hacked cuz its a little bit out of control now... it keeps opening windows that i never intend to open.... but however... my situation was not like what hui ping went thru last time about someone by the name of pokemon has hacked into her IE... mine has no notification about anyone hacking into my IE... just that i somehow has the feeling that something is not right... maybe its some virus.... however.. i'm now using mozilla firefox so i hope everything will turn out fine as it used to be....