but luckily i still get to watch the closing... heee... along with my individual 4-shots assignment editing.... now i know... how i suck at editing.....
being in broadcasting is like a wake-up call to me... telling me that what i think is simple and easy is actually not really what as i thought it is.... things that i thought needed the least effort actually requires the most.... things that i thought i could easily manage turns out to be the hardest of all... its not just what i think it is anymore... its more about technical skills, drawing skills, design skills, editing skills, production skills and a lot of other skills which are not found within me...
sometimes i really wonder if i have chose the right course.... it's entirely my choice... my mom and dad were open minded enough to let me choose something that will decide my future.... so that means i have full responsibility of all the decisions made... i cant blame anybody for any problems i faced.... however... i'm not sure whether do i suite this field.... i was pretty certain that i belong to this field... but it seems like that because i'm compared to my other science stream friends who are currently doing chemistry, law, nursing, pharmacy, medicine,engineering..... and all other science related or non-communication-related courses... i just seem to be the most suitable out of some "unsuitables"....
i cant draw... i cant act.... i cant plan shots... i cant design.... i cant edit... and now i even doubt whether can i write anymore..... everything just seems so hard.... everybody is better....
but if anybody out there thinks that broadcasting is an easy-peasy course which you can just grab a degree with your eyes closed... think again... or just give it a try... you'll think twice before saying that this course is easy.... in my opinion... it might be just as hard as those science subjects out there.... so watch out...
ish.... apasal emo??!!! back to olympics...
time just rockets away... i still havent really put away the emo-ness in me because i missed the opening... and now i'm actually watching the closing... ironic...
I love the mascots so much!! BeiBei, JingJing, HuanHuan, YingYing and NiNi
Especially JingJing!!! because he's a PANDA!!!!
Cute!!!
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