Sunday, January 25, 2009

90s




You Are 44% A Child of the 90s



Ah yes, the 90s! You remember them - and they were totally phat.

Or totally dope. Or totally da bomb.






it's chinese new year tomorrow!!!!!

dong dong dong chiang dong dong dong chiang....

i'll wish everybody who has happen to stop by :

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! GONG XI FA CAI!!!!

was watching 21 jump street while folding the.... *what do you call that again?? something paper... the paper that were burnt for the ancestors... never mind.... i didnt realise that johnny depp starred in 21 jump street??!!!! ooo... of course i don't look like a 21 jump street generation.... but i did watch the show... when i was like a bout 2 years old... what to do??? the show was right after sesame street... so just continue watching la.... momma is busy to be entertaining me.. so i guess mr tom hanson (aka johnny depp) can entertain me... eventhough i don't understand the whole thing... hey mind you!!! i'm just 2....

anyway... anybody watch beverly hills 90210???? is the new one out yet??? i'm a late 80s baby and grew up during the 90s... watched teen dramas since i was watching sesame street... so... ok i'm old...

Friday, January 23, 2009

punch...




You Are a Fist



Your life philosophy can be summed up as, "Life fast. Die young."

Your greatest wish is to have a life of passion and excitement.



And while you don't want to die young, you rather take risks than stay home and be afraid.

You are inspired and inspiring. You live each day like it's your last.











ookie.... i'm a fist.... haha... bite me and i'll punch hard... very very hard.... so try me... wahahaha....





well... it's the chinese new year already next week!!! but i somehow am not feeling the mood... YET... not yet.... maybe its because due to the financial crisis, decorations arent that much comparing the ones that were on last year or the years before.... or maybe just plainly the fact that i have to come back for class on wednesday... the 3rd day of Chinese New Year!!! so i guess when you have such a short break for CNY... the mood just somehow rather don't appear in you... i guess...








anyway... i'm so broke this week... well... have long hours of classes almost everyday means having lunch out-of-home... which also equals to spending a hell lot of money... i'm currently facing a financial crisis myself... ooo... angpows will not be helping much... because i don't spend my angpows... they will usually hide themselves until i'm ready to put them in the bank... so i'll be still depending on my allowance...


Happy Chinese New Year, everyone!!!

Wednesday, January 21, 2009

cool~~




Your Snow Test Says You're Independent



You feel like something good will happen to you in the next few weeks.



You don't really like to work, unless work feels like play. You only are successful when you are doing what you love.



You are an independent, individualistic person. You thrive when you're doing your own thing.



Your biggest worry in your life is your health. You tend to be a bit of a hypochondriac.



When it comes time to relax, you have difficulty relaxing. You are a bit high strung.





i brought my jacket today because according to previous experiences... the lecture halls on wednesday are kinda cold and i decided to wear sleeveless today... who knows... its not cold AT ALL.... gosh... when i don't bring my jacket, it'll be freezing cold... now when i bring, its not cold and i don't see the need of a jacket... why???!!!!


anyway... lectures as usual... its a wednesday... so that means full-lecture day... 3 lectures with an hour break in between.... then... tomorrow... it'll be full-tutorials day... 4 tutorials... 3 straight in a row from 8am... and then 3 hours break before the last class... which cause my classes to end at 5pm... imagine the jam!!!!!



speaking about jams... when i turn into federal highway from the overhead bridge(it that what it is called??) i saw a jam... oh gosh!!! it's only 4 and there is a jam already??!!! then i saw 3-4 cars at the side of the highway bridge over jalan 222... ahha... accident... no wonder there is a jam... then i continue "sliding" ahead... until i heard the police siren and then the vehicles on the middle lane started to slither... something like how a snak move... to make way for the police car to pass through in between the middle and right lane... why is there a police car rushing through the crowd??? "there's another accident at the end of the bridge lo..." wow!! 2 accident on each end of the bridge... no wonder there's a jam... after the bridge... the condition of the traffic is as smooth as the river flow....

Saturday, January 17, 2009

Brain ~~ storm









Your Brain is Complex




Your mind is a multi dimensional wonderland, with many layers.

You're the type that always has multiple streams of thoughts.

And you can keep these thoughts going at any time.

You're very likely to be engaged in deep thought - and deep conversation.


woah... complex huh?? people dont understand... hehe... if i can keep thoughts.. i wont be forgetting ideas after ideas for my stories la.... aish...
anyway... its currently the second week of the semester and tutorials are starting... but people are now in chinese new year mood so although the assignments sound freakingly scary but people are still very merry and joyful.... gosh!!! i need to wake up a little... time to brain storm and stuff.... things are getting scarier....
so what now??? oh ya... due to class-clashes i cant attend the japanese 3 lecture anymore... hish... so now i guess it's self study and study group... hopefully i can still remember....
hmm.... nothing else to write... i'm off tomorrow... most probably will be going to giant with momma for CNY stuff.... or maybe sleep until the sun sets... by the way... my house has too much rubbish to be cleared... aish....

ideas~~ ideas~~~




You Are a Bit of a Procrastinator



You tend to get things done in a timely manner, but you can't help but put off tasks you hate.

You have no problem getting the fun or easy stuff done. You generally enjoy taking care of responsibilities.



However, if a task arises that you dislike, it might get shelved for a long time.

And even though it's human nature to procrastinate, your procrastination is hindering your productivity.



Take a look at the things you are putting off doing. Do they really need to be done?

Complete any task that's important. The other stuff you're procrastinating is probably not worth doing.




well... really freaking out when i got to know what all my assignments require.... it's so scary to see how overwhelmingly outstanding our seniors' projects are... gosh... i'll never ever reach that standard...



anyway... i should be thinking about my screenplay and scriptwriting topics already... gosh!!! how now??? all my usual ideas for stories are too hongkie style until i dont think that's what the tutor is expecting....

i'm currently looking back at all of my fanfics ideas... hehehe....
most of them are kind of childish... so i narrowed it down to 2... hopefully its ok...

anyway...
it was post online before... but the link is broken so i guess no use searching for it now... its time for some recalling work to be done now...

hopefully the process will go successfully now....
praying hard.....

Friday, January 16, 2009

Tabby is cheerful...




You Are "tab"



Some people might try to say that you're always spaced out.

You do tend to be a dreamer, but you're also a great multitasker.



You work quickly and efficiently. So it's no problem if you goof off a little while you're working.

And if people want to think you're flakey, that's fine. You're getting more done than they are.





aiyo... "quoted from my former add maths teacher, pn chew...." i just went through several posts of mine since i have nothing much to do YET... and realised... yikes... "how come my blog so eno wan??!!!"


maybe i'm too depress about going to school until this whole thing took over my "joyful" soul... wahahahaha... anyway... i'm not that emo!!! i'm a quite happy person.... don't be fooled by the previous posts!!! dont!! i'm cheerful and happy.... weeee....


yala... maybe i'll not be as cheerful when it comes it assignments and stuff.... who will anyway??? i know i'll be super emotional... and get frustrated at the utmost smallest thing..... well... my first week is coming to an end now... so i guess its time to start putting our minds into assignments... when i say put my mind in... i really do mean it... just to let yo realise that there are assignments going... dont get to stressed out first... just keep it in your mind....






and....




and....










have fun during CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!









p/s: you see... i told you i'm a cheerful person....

Thursday, January 15, 2009

indirect blames...




Your Friendship Style is Empathetic



You deeply care about each person you're friends with. For you, friendship is all about the personal connection.

You tend to know everything about your friends' lives... and they know everything about yours. Your friends are your confidants.



You are always there for your friends. You celebrate their successes and support them in their times of need.

You are as loyal as they come. And you expect the same loyalty and understanding from your friends in return.



You and another Empathetic Friend: Have a amazing friendship, when it works. You care for each other deeply, but you often end up with hurt feelings and drama.



You and a Gregarious Friend: May have a bit of a one sided friendship. You adore your Social Friend, but you sometimes feel a bit neglected.



You and an Independent Friend: Struggle a bit. You are very interested in your Independent Friend's life, but your friend often needs more space.



You and a Philosophical Friend: Respect one another. You love to learn about your Philosophical Friend's brilliant ideas.

just for fun.....
uni buddies are currently having their lunch at NZX... dao rae!!! gosh!!! i miss the bbq pork!!!
1 lecture class for tomorrow... and i'm very very reluctant to go to uni... i dont know why either... it's just... very worthless.... although i once said that i will be looking forward to the screenplay and scriptwriting subject... well... i'm not eating my words... or taking it back... i still like to write... but just i dont feel like studying anymore... it seems that the result received isnt worth the effort paid... disappointments after disappointments everytime i get my results slip... i use to say that i dont mind it dropping as long as it is consistent so that i can have a nice slope in my results graph... that was pathetic.... sacarcism isnt really working nowadays.... i really want my cgpa to go up... but the more i want it... the lower it slumps...
i didn't put in enough effort, you say??? i tend to take things for granted, you say??? well... i admit... but i do put in a hell lot of effort in things when people dont notice... i dont like to brag about how much i've studied or what... because the more bragging is done... the results will be even worse.... but sometimes i do last minute studying... so what??? everybody does that... but i try my hardest to get everything into my brain... and i did do the best i can...
ok fine... for those last-minute thingies... i accept the results.. but what about those that i have put so much effort in it but end up getting results that are so bad that people wouldnt even wanna step on it if it's left on the floor.... so from time to time.. i tend to give up... and let things pass...
yes... i should be responsible for my own stuff... i should be the one blamed when things dont go the way i wanted... yes.. i'm indirectly blaming myself... but...
its not that i dont put enough effort... its not that i take things for granted... but things doesnt even go the way you want when you put in a hell lot of effort for about loads of times...
so... what's the point????

Wednesday, January 14, 2009

chicken soup from the soul...




You Are Chicken Noodle Soup




You are a traditional and conservative person. You value the past, and change frightens you.

You are very loyal, especially to your family. You prefer a low-key life, with lots of time spent at home.



You like soup because it's easy, quick, and cheap.

You tend to have a favorite soup you stick to. Why change a good thing?





I love chicken noodle soup!!!! heee.... more and more quizzes are done day by day... and yes... if you're thinking that i already have nothing much to blog about... i really dont have much to blog about anymore...


maybe it's just the way i see things nowadays... some things that use to matter a lot doesnt really matter after all... or it should be... it actually doesnt really matter... no big deal... and now i tend to think a lot about things that have not happen but are bound to happen, maybe.... anyway... is that a sign of aging???
dont ask me why... but i just somehow feel very reluctant to go to uni.... although this time the timetable is not bad.. we have early morning class almost everyday... have a tuesday off instead of a saturday but by all means... i'm kinda satisfied with it... and very happy.... but i just feel that is it necessary anymore??? the more i go on in this course the more i feel that i'm just not good at anything... my marks has been dropping since day 1.... being a failure in almost every subject isnt something to be proud of... i can't just walk off and say i dont mind getting a B... I DO MIND.... i dont mind that my cgpa marks to keep dropping as it will set a very nice slope for my results graph.. excuse me.. I MIND!!
well.. i know its too late... but sometimes i wonder that am i doing the right thing for myself... you see.. i'm graduating next year and now only i start thinking about my decisions... whether i did the right thing or not.... i clearly know that i can't change anything already... even if i can... what should i change to??? instead of mass comm??? business??? science??? no... no1 i can't really stand numbers, profits, margins and stuff... and the latter... i dont have a good background in science anyway... i rubbed it off since i'm done with SPM.... so what am i to do???
if i get to go to hk... i'll know exactly where would i want to go for my internship... but now... i have nil idea.... i envy those people who get to go to tvb for internship... although i know they most probably might not be officially hired but at least they have been there... and i also know the have the job of the lowest rank almost the same as a tea lady but i somehow wouldnt mind that... but these are all just a daydream....
so... if i were to walk away.... where would i go??? or where should i go????

Tuesday, January 13, 2009

Languages~~


You Can Say "Merry Christmas" in 11 Languages





You can say "Merry Christmas" in:



English

Spanish

Japanese

French

Arabic

Italian

Swedish

Portuguese

Greek

Korean

Esperanto



Yala... i know christmas is long gone... and CNY is on its way.... but like i said... quizzes are done for personal amusement.....





actually i "tembak-ed" a few of the answers... didnt know i could get so many correct... wahaha... i'm not sure whether i should be taking japanese 3 this semester as it is a really hectic semester.. i doubt i could cope with it... but i got the text book already... i guess i could self study a little bit... if i'm not sure of anything... i'll just see who i can ask... i dont wanna waste it by just forgetting them... i'll try to refresh myself by watching more japanese series!!! wahahaha... excuses!!!!



as for my korean... i'll not be taking korean level 2 this semester... like i said... its a REALLY hectic semester.... so i guess i'll leave it till my short semester... which is wow... almost around october... will i forget by then???? hmm... better be refreshing myself, again.... by watching more korean dramas.... wahaha... watch those is korean... not the translated ones... weee....




i wanted to learn spanish... but i think it'll have to wait for like a few more semesters... because i dont think i have the time to cope.... yikes.... what a waste....




i realised that my posts are a little bit different than the others... which i now hardly mixed around the colors, fonts and sizes already... one thing is... i'm very lazy to do that now.... the other thing is... i'm getting OLD!!!! oh no!!! coz i actually thought that its kinda childish to put so many colors into one post.... aish.....




what do you think??? should i get back to my old style and splash my posts with different colors, fonts and sizes??? or just keep to what i'm doing now... just plain post with a heck lot of words???





what should i do???

Monday, January 12, 2009

first day of y2s3...


You Are a Semi-Colon




You are elegant, understated, and subtle in your communication.

You're very smart (and you know it), but you don't often showcase your brilliance.



Instead, you carefully construct your arguments, ideas, and theories – until they are bulletproof.

You see your words as an expression of yourself, and you are careful not to waste them.



You friends see you as enlightened, logical, and shrewd.

(But what you're saying often goes right over their heads.)



You excel in: The Arts



You get along best with: The Colon




semi colon is a punctuation mark that i hardly use... i would usually use a comma or a full-stop instead... maybe that's why it has both together....

anyway... i'm still doing quizzes... 1, to amuse and entertain myself... 2, just to fill my blog with posts...

its the first day of school today, people... MY first day of school... 12pm class... as predicted... no parking space... charged straight up to jaya1... confusing place... where they cover up several parts of the parking lot for some renovation, i think....

the first lecture... usually is the one that i hardly pay attention to... coz after so many days of not seeing each other... we have a lot to talk about... well.. we have a lot to talk about all the time... although we see each other everyday... anyway... that's not the point.... here's another communication subject... which requires a heck damn lot of researches... reports... surveys... theories... etc etc.... gosh... reports....

i have a day-off tomorrow... but NOTE!!! i have classes on saturday... so there's nothing good about having every tuesdays off... but the timetable is still ok because my classes are in the morning... early morning... which is good because as the early bird gets the worm... the early student gets parking... hahaha...

Sunday, January 11, 2009

what's that you say???




Your Word is "Fearless"



You see life as your one chance to experience everything, and you just go for it!

You believe the biggest risk is being afraid and missing out on something amazing.



Sometimes your fearlessness means you're daring. You enjoy risky activities.

And sometimes your fearlessness means you're courageous. You're brave enough to do the right thing, even when it's scary.

What's Your Word?


oohhh.... i like that word!!! but i never imagine it would be tying around with my life... i don't deny that i'm a scary-cat.... i'm afraid of animals with feathers.... i hate them too... i'm afraid of losing and failing... anyway... i'm just doing a quiz so that i could fill up my blog.... so really... don't take it seriously...

uni is starting tomorrow... i'm so not looking forward to it.... it's gonna be a very very very hectic semester according to several friends of mine...

i really do have a good reason for not updating that often.... it's because i truly have nothing to post about...

maybe i should be doing something instead of rotting at home... but school.....

Nah!!!!

Thursday, January 08, 2009

outings... birthdays... buffets...


d-ken and his twin.... spot him...

here i am... trying to get into pet society but errors keep appearing... and the "click here to retry" link is always appearing... instead of the very merry tune and the giggling sound of my d-ken....







ok... besides the no-electricity part during the day... i'll just brief you about our outings from yesterday....







yesterday morning went for k-session with huiping and shehlee... singsong.... and then we head off to usj21 to get my book... the item i was bidding on ebay.. and won!!! yay!!!







then... sent them back home... waited till 6 for huiping to come back and pick me up and off we went to celebrate rachel's birthday at station1 taipan.... don't ask me why do we have to separate our outings into two parts instead of doing them one-straight.... its kinda complicated which i myself cant explain anyway....







had dinner at station1... i can say... the food isnt really as good as it was advertised... went there twice... same experience... so its not because of the place... while we were there a random local singer happen to be promoting his album there... well.. we dont know who is he... so obviously we werent interested or paying any attention to him... instead we were in our own world chatting away... until he specifically picked our table to answer some questions to win a goody-bag... well.. shehlee was the lucky one because she was kinda outstanding by wearing pink while all others wear dull colours... she did win a goodie-bag... with his cd inside(actually it was not inside... because it was a digital album and it was the first time for me coming across a digital album so i anxiously ask shehlee to take out the album so that i can have a look at the very "special" cd-less album... but it wasnt in there... while she was searching.. a girl, who i think is the "singer"'s assistant came to our table and gave shehlee the cd... "how on earth did she know that we were looking for the "cd"??? it wasnt that obvious, isnt it???)... anyway... we left the place coz we cannot tahan the smoke... the whole place is a smoking zone... so people from north,east,south,west are smoking.... so although we have a nurse to-be with us... we still dont wanna face the chances of getting lung cancer... so we went off... back into huiping's car to go to another place... we end up discussing about tomorrow in her car... at first we were spontaneously suggesting that we go to genting on the very next day... until shehlee said she have classes... then we shifted the topic away.. but again.. it went back to genting.... but in the end it was too spontaneous... anyway... we end up in mcd... eating fries and drinking sprite.... discussing about what should we do the next day..... we came up with heaps of carzy ideas... but all went off topic... until we settle down on dinner and agreed to go shabu-shabu.... it was already almost 12 when we left mcd...







the next day (which is today...) i had to go through almost 6 hours of no-electricity... due to some maintenance work tenaga have to carry out... anyway... was entertaining myself by sms-ing with rachel... that's the thing when it comes to no electricity... no tv... no computer... equals boring.... no fan or air-cond.... equals hot!!!! sky darkening... going to rain means you cant even read books or newspapers... equals to ultimate boredom!!!



anyway... i left at around 5.20 to pick rachel, huiping, shehlee and ct..... off we went to shabu-shabu!!!







due to ultimate kiasu-ness... i just stuff myself with food... that's the thing about buffet... you'll eat non-stop because you want it worth your money... and end up getting fatter and fatter... how many buffets have i been consuming since the beginning of the year???



hmm... *counting.... 5 altogether!!!! and i havent even gone thru 2 weeks of the new year!!! nevermind... my all-time newyear resolution is to lose 2-3 kgs.... anyway.... but i never ever did... maybe around half a kg... but after that... it was very easily gained back as i was too happy about being lighter until i take it for granted....





after eating... we went walking around that area... because we were too full and needed some digesting exercise before sitting in the car... so off we went.... walk walk walk... talk talk talk... until we reach the car and back home we go...

Tuesday, January 06, 2009

hooowdeee...

howdy!! it's my bro's birthday today... and i have to wake up early in the morning to bring him to the jabatan pendaftaran to apply for his ic... ooo... big boy!!! wahaha.... time sure flies nowadays... it seems like yesterday that i just wished him happy birthday and within a blink of an eye... a year has gone!!! fuallah!!!

anyway.. i'm starting my class next week... so i shall make full use of this last week because i heard its gonna be a very very very very hectic semester coming.... so i guess before i frustrate myself to death... i should enjoy as much as i can so that there not much regrets in case i go "haywire" during assignments... heee....

well... i've got the timetable from the intranet... it seems ok... but guess what... utar never let you go off so easily... today.. when i went back on the intranet... the timetable is gone!!!! gosh!!! so what does that mean??? are there going to be any changes??? damn!!! i just copied the timetable... there better be no changes... unless you wanna put a class on tuesday morning... that's a good change... other than that.... no way!!! just when i thought utar's sudden effieciency to be posting the timetable onto the intranet instead of us students either going all the way there just to copy the damn timetable before the school reopen... or go to school very early to know the classes on the first day of the semester... either way... it's inconvinient for everybody... sometimes some people go to school early on the first day just to get to know that the have no class on that day and have come all the way for nothing.... i guess this has happen to a lot, didnt it??

i know utar usually will not change the timetable into one that suites me... which is having classes early everyday... because since i have to go to school early for parking space... might as well minus the wait... but this is very very unlikely.... but they better not change the one i have copied... what is the point of putting it up if you end up changing it anyway???

Monday, January 05, 2009

Back to school....

It's the first day of school!!! to all those who are going back to school today... happy school-ing!!!! Oh boy, that sounds really sacarstic... but i mean no offence!!! honest!!

I understand the feelings of most people who are dragging their bags off to school today... hey... i have been going through that for like... more than 12 years already... if you wanna count exactly... you'll have to times 3 starting from my foundation year... because we go by semesters... anyway... the dreaded feeling of going back to school always hits me no matter in what year i'm studying... always grumbling why does my holidays have to end so fast... how time flies... i have not rest enough yet.. i'm not ready to get back to school... etc etc...

although i'm only starting my semester next week... but i can already feel the dreaded feeling of going back to school... which easily means no more waking up late... no more watching tv like nobody's business... no more pet society everyday... although i dont really get to log in everyday due to unknown circumstances... and here starts my ultimate frustrations of assignments.... waking up damn early for parking space... and i have an afternoon class on tuesday... which means i have to park far far away and walk a long long way.... besides that.... i'll be having lunch in uni for almost everyday!!! gosh... how much am i gonna spend on food again???

i havent got my 2009 diary yet... ish... just dont feel right without a diary.... hopefully dad will get his hands on a few later this week... i really need one.... i guess banks and companies arent that generous on giving out diaries anymore... due to the financial crisis... but just spare me one... hee... i'll make good use of it... as i always do.... i'm still keeping all my diary cum planner since i first started using them during form 1... one book per year... that makes.... 8 books already!! wow... and i'm still waiting for my ninth...

i'm facing my internship next semester already!!!! i was actually looking forward to that... but now the fact that it is coming closer and just around the corner... i just wished it wouldnt come so fast... weird, am i??? anyway.... let's just hope this will just go on fine...



p/s: Happy Birthday to Kar Lim!!!!! Yoooo-hohohoho

Friday, January 02, 2009

Hi-tea...

The second day of 2009… I just enjoyed a complimentary hi-tea… ate like I could… might as well skip my dinner… I did skip my lunch so I admit that I was a little hungry…



wonder why do they cal it hi-tea???is it that you say hi to the tea??? well... i had tea... a few cups of teh-tarik... i'll google it if only i have internet connection here... oh well.. i guess that'll have to wait for later... if you remember that is... or if anybody know why it is call hi-tea... please tell me via the comment box... that'll be a big help and also save me the trouble of remembering what to google about when i get back home... well... i can predict i'll be at home loading the google page but have no idea about what am i suppose to google about.... end up google-ing about some stars or celebs...


I’m still writing from my hotel room… don’t worry I’ll be home tomorrow… and get back my internet connection to post all these blog posts onto my long-time-no-updates blog… I so miss my internet connection…. I have to keep an eye on my ebay item… the last time I checked I was outbid by someone… so I guess I should wait until the last minute to increase my bid in case that guy keeps bidding and we’ll be unconsciously increase the earning of the seller… wahaha… stingy, I am…


And also… I miss my d-ken too… I haven’t seen it for a very long time… I missed a lot of visiting coins already… aish.. rugi-nye…




I guess I’ll be in the hotel room for the whole day today… watching tv and typing drafts for my blog….

Thursday, January 01, 2009

What am i doing???

The first day of 2009…. And here I am again… still in the hotel room…. typing this post beforehand just because this hotel don’t offer free wireless broadband internet access… to know which hotel I’m staying… leave a comment… I can’t really put it open here in case there is “somebody” from that place leaving comments here saying that they will change and asking what is that I’m not satisfied with…. Just like the KWSP thing…. I’m not sure whether any action was taken.. But someone did leave a message saying that he/she is from the KWSP and want to know what the problem is… what a bother…


Anyway…. I still don’t have much activities waiting for me for the rest of the holidays… the kids will be starting their school next week… so I have another week extra without the “kids” in the house during the morning… unless… I wake up the time they finish school… which I hope I don’t do that…. Because I want to use the computer when they aren’t around…


And gosh…. Walking into 2009 makes me realize a lot of things that are kinda crucial towards my life!!! Like I’m graduating next year!!! Oh my tuhan, it was like yesterday that I was still in year one sem one shooting my 5 minute documentary… and now I’m suppose to shoot a short film already!!!! I still wanna go to hong kong… but it seems further and further… wonder what will happen if I use my dad’s connections??? But still there are still a lot of “gates” to go through…


I’m currently working on a story… an English one… I wonder should I post it on to my fanfic blog… since the com has been reformatted and the ending part of the current fanfic is like lost forever unless I rewrite it by digging through the brain cells that were deeply buried in my brain….


So I guess I should be refreshing my fanfic blog… instead of bombarding it with my childish works of years ago…. I think I should be presenting something that was done during my “more mature” days… what do you think??? Aku mia class rep!! you ada apa-apa opinion tak??? Coz I think this story might just interest you… well, it’s just my assumption… since I have friends telling me not to write in English because nobody will be interested… I doubt you’ll be interested in my Chinese stories… so maybe you might wanna try my English ones…

Happy New Year!!

Happy New Year….




Again, I know it’s long past the new year and this is again another draft post…. Here I am in a hotel room with no internet connection… or wait… there is, just that it costs rm20 per hour or rm50 per day… so unless I have that much to spare for an hour or a day… I might as well wait till I get home with my dear internet connection and get this post publish on my blog…


How did I spend my new year count down…. Well… I was counting down… however I wasn’t at all aware that the time has past midnight and I have already stepped into the year 2009….


Resolutions… made but not done…. So I guess no point of me making any new ones… so my resolutions will be the same as last year’s…. if you wanna know… just hop to my achieves… it’s on the right hand corner…. Under “what have you missed”…


Fireworks are visible from my hotel room…. I can see fireworks from several places… which I can’t really make out where is where… but then at least I saw fireworks…


In the year of 2009…. This is the year of my internship…. I have been really looking forward towards the internship because it’s a chance to really step into what I have studied for… but now… I wish that it will not arrive so early… because I had a really weird dream about my internship or its more like a vision or something that I cant really explain… somehow I just can imagine a whole internship thingy… like the whole process just somehow appeared in my mind… although its really weird but I so want it to come true… because behind the weirdness (which is actually how did I end up in the place of my “internship”??) there hid a certain pleasant-ness wish I really wished for to happen during my whole internship… owh… that’s my only wish for 2009… I mean the only big wish… please make it come true….




Star light star bright… first star I see tonight (besides the fireworks)… I wish I may… I wish I might… Grant the wish I wish tonight….