Thursday, January 15, 2009

indirect blames...




Your Friendship Style is Empathetic



You deeply care about each person you're friends with. For you, friendship is all about the personal connection.

You tend to know everything about your friends' lives... and they know everything about yours. Your friends are your confidants.



You are always there for your friends. You celebrate their successes and support them in their times of need.

You are as loyal as they come. And you expect the same loyalty and understanding from your friends in return.



You and another Empathetic Friend: Have a amazing friendship, when it works. You care for each other deeply, but you often end up with hurt feelings and drama.



You and a Gregarious Friend: May have a bit of a one sided friendship. You adore your Social Friend, but you sometimes feel a bit neglected.



You and an Independent Friend: Struggle a bit. You are very interested in your Independent Friend's life, but your friend often needs more space.



You and a Philosophical Friend: Respect one another. You love to learn about your Philosophical Friend's brilliant ideas.

just for fun.....
uni buddies are currently having their lunch at NZX... dao rae!!! gosh!!! i miss the bbq pork!!!
1 lecture class for tomorrow... and i'm very very reluctant to go to uni... i dont know why either... it's just... very worthless.... although i once said that i will be looking forward to the screenplay and scriptwriting subject... well... i'm not eating my words... or taking it back... i still like to write... but just i dont feel like studying anymore... it seems that the result received isnt worth the effort paid... disappointments after disappointments everytime i get my results slip... i use to say that i dont mind it dropping as long as it is consistent so that i can have a nice slope in my results graph... that was pathetic.... sacarcism isnt really working nowadays.... i really want my cgpa to go up... but the more i want it... the lower it slumps...
i didn't put in enough effort, you say??? i tend to take things for granted, you say??? well... i admit... but i do put in a hell lot of effort in things when people dont notice... i dont like to brag about how much i've studied or what... because the more bragging is done... the results will be even worse.... but sometimes i do last minute studying... so what??? everybody does that... but i try my hardest to get everything into my brain... and i did do the best i can...
ok fine... for those last-minute thingies... i accept the results.. but what about those that i have put so much effort in it but end up getting results that are so bad that people wouldnt even wanna step on it if it's left on the floor.... so from time to time.. i tend to give up... and let things pass...
yes... i should be responsible for my own stuff... i should be the one blamed when things dont go the way i wanted... yes.. i'm indirectly blaming myself... but...
its not that i dont put enough effort... its not that i take things for granted... but things doesnt even go the way you want when you put in a hell lot of effort for about loads of times...
so... what's the point????

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