You Are Chicken Noodle Soup |
 You are a traditional and conservative person. You value the past, and change frightens you. You are very loyal, especially to your family. You prefer a low-key life, with lots of time spent at home. You like soup because it's easy, quick, and cheap. You tend to have a favorite soup you stick to. Why change a good thing? |
I love chicken noodle soup!!!! heee.... more and more quizzes are done day by day... and yes... if you're thinking that i already have nothing much to blog about... i really dont have much to blog about anymore...
maybe it's just the way i see things nowadays... some things that use to matter a lot doesnt really matter after all... or it should be... it actually doesnt really matter... no big deal... and now i tend to think a lot about things that have not happen but are bound to happen, maybe.... anyway... is that a sign of aging???
dont ask me why... but i just somehow feel very reluctant to go to uni.... although this time the timetable is not bad.. we have early morning class almost everyday... have a tuesday off instead of a saturday but by all means... i'm kinda satisfied with it... and very happy.... but i just feel that is it necessary anymore??? the more i go on in this course the more i feel that i'm just not good at anything... my marks has been dropping since day 1.... being a failure in almost every subject isnt something to be proud of... i can't just walk off and say i dont mind getting a B... I DO MIND.... i dont mind that my cgpa marks to keep dropping as it will set a very nice slope for my results graph.. excuse me.. I MIND!!
well.. i know its too late... but sometimes i wonder that am i doing the right thing for myself... you see.. i'm graduating next year and now only i start thinking about my decisions... whether i did the right thing or not.... i clearly know that i can't change anything already... even if i can... what should i change to??? instead of mass comm??? business??? science??? no... no1 i can't really stand numbers, profits, margins and stuff... and the latter... i dont have a good background in science anyway... i rubbed it off since i'm done with SPM.... so what am i to do???
if i get to go to hk... i'll know exactly where would i want to go for my internship... but now... i have nil idea.... i envy those people who get to go to tvb for internship... although i know they most probably might not be officially hired but at least they have been there... and i also know the have the job of the lowest rank almost the same as a tea lady but i somehow wouldnt mind that... but these are all just a daydream....
so... if i were to walk away.... where would i go??? or where should i go????
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