breaks for assignments...

a monday... class was cancelled again!!! this time it's advertising copywriting tutorials... its kind of a relieve hearing that cuz i have not done my creative brief for the assignment... just realised that yesterday night... searched my whole notebook for the details but end up remembering that everything is in eggy's book.... not mine.... sheesh..... so i just decided to rush up everything this morning....

this morning after after i reached school, get down the car and walking into campus... i saw cheng hui walking into campus... carrying handsful of stuff... hee... as i am me... being very kind and considerate (throws buckets to those who are vomitting) offered to help her with her stuff... she did mentioned in her blog that she was bringing "something" for us to play with... and iiiiitttts.....

*drumrolls

Taaaa-daaa

yep... half a dozen of "whatever" and "anything"-es.... weeee... before drinking we will have to guess what's inside.... i took a can of "whatever" and looked at the choices of drinks available... there are.. ice lemon tea, jasmine tea, white grape tea, peach tea, apple tea... there's one more... which i dont remember... check out cheng hui's blog to know the rest.... she listed it out.... i was kinda curious about the white grape tea... cuz i never tried anything like that.... so i "hoped" and "guessed" that mine was white grape tea.... after opening the can... a pleasant scent flowed thru... and it smells like...............

WHITE GRAPE TEA!!!!

wahahahaha..... but i was kinda disappointed by the taste cuz it's kinda bland.... not much taste... just the scent.... ish....

during broadcasting II lecture... our class rep... announced that our next tutorial class has been cancelled... as mentioned above.... so it turns out that we have almost 3 -4 hours break time... since our comm theory replacement class in at 2.30pm... wooo-hooo... what to do???? most of my class mates are planning to just skip the upcoming class... nobody likes comm theory anyway... it's drives people nuts... and the lecturer is getting on people's nerves....

what did i do between these few hours???? our mv assignment group plus special guest -- STEPHANIE went for site-seeing!!! not sight-seeing... its s-i-t-e.... we went to our mv shooting locations and get our angles and stuff planned out... first... we went to the park opposite amcorp mall... got our angles and stuff... sorry.. no pictures... cuz it's all in bear bear's camera.... after that.... next stop... niuzesui (cow,car,water)... the route was kinda confusing.... but we all got there in one piece... that's for sure.... we've got kah yean for directions....

we arrived niuzesui at around 10 something... which was super-dee-duper early.... all the shops was just pulling up their.... (what do you call that noisy-gate-thingy???is it a fence or something??) whatever it's called... we walked around a bit and spotted a really cute restaurant... call "full house"... nothing to do with the Rain and Song Haegyo's full house.... and not Bob Saget or Mary-Kate and Ashley's full house either.... it's just a restaurant called full house... and so sorry... no pictures again... yala... bear bear's the one with the camera.... i forgot to bring my handycam due to my pathetic memory... i actually though site-seeing was on tuesday... heee.... ok.. back to the topic... the restaurant was so cute that we quickly listed it down as one of our mv shooting location... weee... it's not opened yet... it will be opening on july... and we got the permission to shoot our mv there from the boss already!!! yay!!!! we had lunch there.... and went around to see other places around niuzesui for locations.... waaa... fun!!!!

went back to uni around 2pm... yala... my perfect-parking-space was invaded by stephanie so i had to park at jayaone... due to the fear of summons!!!! rm2... flapping its wings and flying away... i'll have to park there tomorrow too.... ish... rm5... flapping its wings and flying away again...

comm theory was blur as usual... this time the lecturer didn't use the mic... huulala... tambah lagi satu sudu besar blur.... and the attendence was like.... superb!!!! less than a quarter of students appeared... ya... there were issues about the attendence list... but i'm not sure about the details cuz i went down to do some photostating of notes.... i think its something to do with the BC attendence list... about how she didnt have to attendence list with her... and how we should take the initiative to sign and take care of the attendence list and yada yada.... after a round of nagging... she suddenly found... note: it's "suddenly" found the BC's attendence list in her file... wah!!! magic!!!!

*amused!!

"actually i think we should take the you know... initiative to save the trees ya... you know... to save the environment... and you know... not to have so many attendence list passing around... you know... just assume we attended every class lo... you know..." -imitation of miss u-know-

how about that???!!!

i'm now back to work with my illustrator work... it just seems "cacat-ed"... why dont i have art sense???!!!!

blogz biz

I have been managing my blog for more than 20 months already.... and my post has reached 200!!! yippee yay!!! that means i have around 10 posts a month.... i can say this is the blog which is updated the most frequently comparing to my other blogs...

like my yahoo kimo blog... it's up for more than 2 years already... but it's just reaching around 150 posts....

and my yahoo hk blog which has been badly comdemned (some of you may know why).... is reaching 50 posts and is barely 1 years old... it has been hanging around for 10 months or so....

and not forgetting my fanfic blog... which i'll post whenever i'm in the mood of posting.... i doubt anybody will be checking it out anyway... i set up this blog as a storage centre for my old stories which might a little more trustworthy than my computer hard disk or pendrive... i'm not asking for readers... but if you are interested i wouldnt mind... just that, that blog still contains works that have been written 5-6 years ago.... which basically will be the very childish style of love stories... while yours truely "tada banyak pengalaman maa" (not experienced enough)... well.. my experiences arent increasing according to my age anyway.. its so stuck there and i have to get ideas from drama series for the more realistic things and idol drama if i want those pretty-beautiful-dramatic-not-very-close-to-reality love relationship thingy....

so sorry... none from the recent ideas i have... i still think i'm better writing in chinese although it takes time and sometimes it may be a bother... that explains why my 2 other chinese blogs are not being updated frequently... and most of the time... you can see both updated at the same day.... because i have to open the chinese input software in order to type in chinese.... why arent i using the 1 already installed in windows xp??? because that's the simplified chinese characters... i know there is also the traditional version but i just dont really know how to use it... although i learnt chinese thru the simplified version of chinese characters but i still like the traditional ones... i gives me a more "chinese" feel when i'm writing... hahahaha.... however... i'm now more to writing on paper than to type on the computer... i always think it's a faster way to get all your ideas down... or maybe i'm just too "traditional"????

anyway... i realised that my sidebar is getting longer than my roll of posts... is it because my posts are getting shorter day by day??? aish... the reason why my sidebar has so many things is to motivate me to write long long posts until all 7 of them are as long or longer than my sidebar... now i think i better start my momentum of writing long posts....

time flies!!

Things have been going on pretty fast these few days.... it's saturday already... and i'm reaching week 6... almost half of my semester is taking off... and i'm getting nearer to finals...
during the weekends... i'll have to get going with my moral and multimedia tools for advertising assignment...

yesterday... i went to an old friend's farewell dinner... he's leaving for australia this sunday... i never knew he would have invited me as we only see each other like once a year which is during the chinese new year when i used to organise visits to our primary days' form teacher's house.... he called me on like around 1pm yesterday... i was having my lunch... listening to chenghui talking about a friend who was contacting her kinda frequently lately and they have not contacted each other for like.... oopps i forgot the amount... --years already... and speaking about coincidence... my friend here just happen to call me... and ask me whether am i free on that night to attend his farewell dinner... i said ok... since i really have nothing else to do than to watch tv...

it was a really last minute thing.... at first i was thinking whether should i give him something... a small present or something... since it was so nice of him to invite me... and tumbling the whole house over and back up straight again... i cant find anything suitable at home as a present... ish... time is ticking... i drove out to the nearest bookstore and got him a "good luck" card..... i thought it was kinda dull to just give him the card and sign my name on it.. so i decided to make full use of the space give and wrote a few things... as i was writing in my car... the handwriting was not really neat but still readable i guess... a small simple gift from an old friend.. it's the thought that counts anyway.... hahahahaha...

i met up with quite a few old friends back there... as he mostly invited his college mates... catching up and stuff... nothing much happen....

i have so many things waiting to be completed and yet.. i'm still here posting crap.... yikes!!! better get going and start my iluustrator work.... yosh!!!!

signing off!!!!

Tags... i kinda enjoy them now..

1. Do you believe in love at first sight?
So dramatic meh??? but life is full of drama so why not believe it and make your life happier..

2. Where is the place that you want to go the most?
I wanna follow my dad to HK and go to TVB!!!! ish ish ish!!!

3. If you can have one dream to come true, what would it be?
one only ar??? aish... i wish all my dreams will come true... wahahahaha....

4. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after the rain?
I thought rainbows do appear after the rain... it's not up to me tobelieve it or not because it's a fact already...

(dont ask me where is question 5 and 6... i seriously dont know... since i copy paste the whole thing and it somehow disappear....)

7. Do you like being who you are today?
somehow... still ok...

8. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
i dont think so... no guts to bear with embarassment due to rejection... i'll just hint around... its safer...

9. Current fav song?
groove coverage - i need you vs i need you... it's my mv song la... support!!!

10. Do you wear boxers?
boxers??? those are shorts that look like boxers...

11. Which type of cars I love the most?
a red suzuki swift.... heee... wanna sponsor???

12.Which do you prefer from your other half? A hug or a kiss?
apa ni??? tada half half la!!

13. If you have faults, would you rather the people around you point out to you or would you rather they keep quiet?
erm... you can point it out... but not too harsh...

14. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
my family, futureand friends... oo.. i can only choose 1!! oo.. then take the 1st one.. it's arranged accordingly

15. Are you a shopaholic or not?
not really... my heart aches when i spend money...

16. What kind of electronic device/gadget you own that you like most?
the tv!!!!!

17. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
character?? maybe less "kepo"... more intelligence..

18. What makes you feel disappointed?
things dont turn out as i expected...

19. If given a chance, do you want to see your future?
ar??? erm... this is hard... a part of me is damn curious about that.. another part of me is scared thatit might not be what i want to see...

20. What do I want to achieve this year?
this year?? crawl back into the president's list... hopefully my dad can make good connections with TVB!!!

21. Plans for this weekend?
assignments!!!!!

I'd love to tag:
lazy.... if you feel like doing.. just do lah!!!

to-do list

UPdating again...
firstly... i need to list down my to-do list before i continue with my pointless blabs....

p3's to-do list

1. sketch ideas for multimedia tools for advertising
2. draw out the whole idea using illustrator for multimedia tools for advertising
3. continue my research of tatoos and piercings on the christian's perspective for moral assignment
4. brainstorm for copywriting for the advertising copywriting assignment
5. preparation for mv shooting
6. mv proposal
7. brainstorm ideas for individual assignment
8. continue searching for props for mv shooting
9. start on my normative theory for malaysian media
10. study for this week's comm theory discussion
11. revise my japanese grammer
12. refresh my memories about the self-defense technique i have learnt around 3 years back

Busy-nya aku..... there's replacement class tomorrow... so i'll have to stay in school until 2.30 which is when my class start after japanese lecture.... i might be going to digital mall with eggy and ziyun plus agnes during the nothing-to-do period in the middle....

p/s: rae updated her blog!!!!

after the long long long long long break

*fireworks

big box

well... the replacement class for multimedia tools for advertising was cancelled today... leaving me heading straight home at 12.30pm... instead of the actual 6pm... gosh.. that was good.. imagine going back home at 6pm.... well... traffic jam is an unavoidable case... but it'll be so boring to stride along the jam alone in my proton... besides.. i wonder will i be hungry by that time... since i'll be having my lunch at around 12.30 if the class is still on... and that's that until 6pm...

speaking about lunch... we were at first arguing about where to have lunch since our class "was supposed" to be until 6pm... so we need something that will last that long... mamak is not a choice because the fried beehoon will definitely not last till 6pm... my stomach will be grumbling around 4 something.... so we thought of going to tappers... order 3 lunch sets and share between the 2 of us.... waa-haa... end of story after we got to know that the class was cancelled... plans change drastically... some went off for movies... some went off for shopping... and me... ah-ha... to save cost.. i'm going back home for lunch... since mom's cooking will not cost me anything...

today's tutorial is ok since we dont have to write poems or think out of the box and stuff... er.. wait.. we do have to think out of the box... but that's not so important anyway... my box is damn big!!! its hard to find my way out ok??? give me more time... *i still love my cosy great big box anyway...

aish... people were talking about cutting cost and saving money... in the end.. all of them had lunch outside.... cut cost??? heee... some other time luuu....

i just got to know that she's actually a year older than me.. how can some people be so childish??!! and its bugging non-stop... i already said i dont care what came up between the 2 of you... so leave me alone... i didn't do anything to ruin anything... so stop making up stories and face the reality.... i dont want to be part of your whatsoever life.... keep me away from your fantasies if you dont mind... the whole story is so perfect that even i might believe it if i wasnt involve in the first place... i salute you for your talent and creativity but too bad... i know its a huge fake bogus situation and if you dont stop now.. i'll get you and i'll get you hard!!! i mean my words...

treasures within a communication student

it has been a quite depressing and frustrating weekend for me... being framed is not something nice to go thru... and all these while i have said... I HATE BEING FRAMED!!! people can just somehow "campur" the reality with their fantasy and make up some kind of situation which may seem so real and fits in so perfectly that even people who are certain of the whole real thing may doubt maybe what they know wasnt the whole thing.... (does it make sense??) but somehow rather... none of those things ever happened in the first place... well... i'm thru with the situation and i really cant do much about how people see me... although i really cared about that.... revenge may not seem pretty... but i choose not to... there are other ways... thanks to those who stood up for me.... i appreciated that... sorry for bringing you down into the situation as well...

ok... end of depressing stuff.... i'll just give a quick recap about what happened last friday... firstly... i reach school early again... even though my class starts at 11 due to the "same old issue" of getting a parking space.... bual-bual with friends... until its time to go for class... oh gosh.. speaking of class.. the comm theory tutorials are getting tougher and rougher... it's stressing me out!! i hate theories now... i cant understand a word the lecturer is teaching... i dont understand a phrase the tutor's discussing... and i cant think of a letter to put in my normative theory for malaysian media!!!!! help!!! somebody save~~~~ me!!! after class... we just got to know that the next class is cancelled... woo-hoo!!! no more comm theory class!!! i dont have to face miss u-know again... yay!! so in the end... we have 3 hours of break time.... eggy wants to go to digital mall to get her handphone skin fixed... but i was lazy to travel all the way to section 14.... we hanged around... not knowing where to go or what to do... unti titus came up with the offer.... "i'll treat you guys... let's go to tappers!!"... both of us straight away stood up straight, with sparkles in our eyes and followed him to tappers to join, cheng hui, karLim and jessie.... wahaha... we are greedy, thrifty and stingy.... thanks titus!!!

we stayed at tappers for more than 2 hours.... gossip... chat.... tell stories.... eat... drink.... until its time for us to go back for class... wow.. there's so much to talk about... and we are never out of things to talk about!!! waahaa.. the treasure within communication students!!!

i'll still on the way of searching for ideas to present to the tutor of multimedia tools for advertising... still looking at empty space... i hope i can come out with an idea which will not be banned by the tutor... and it will be able to find its way towards me... FAST!!! time is running out!! then assignments are starting to pile.... time to brush up!!!! its week 5 already!!!

p/s: stephanie... stop skipping class!!!

rainy days... lalala...

it rained again today... good!!! now the weather is getting cooler.... after dropping cheng hui and titus at asia jaya... i drove straight home... normal daily routine, that is... well... people have been paying me to drive them to asia jaya... rm1 per journey... although the fund will be going to jaya1 since i'll be parking there every tuesday... so the parking will be paid using those money... heee.. jimat!! thanks to those who pay me.... due to the rise of fuel price.... well.. credit goes to cheng hui as she suggested it... since they are willing to pay... then i'm willing to accept... you cant clap using one hand anyway... hahaha....

just now, cheng hui missed the 99 bus to somewhere~~ i'm not really sure of... all i know is no.99 metrobus goes to 1U and mid valley... others, i'm not that certain... poor thing.... she'll have to take the lrt now....

on the way home... since it's drizzling... there were quite a few scenes i have saw along the way... sorry there will not be pictures... because i'm not that "berupaya" to take photos and drive at the same time... wooo dangerous wey.... back to what i saw... at first i saw this lorry which was gliding in front of me... the back part of the lorry sat a guy holding on a piece of cardboard over his head.... looking kinda helpless due the rain.... since the back of the lorry was not covered.... so i guess he used the cardboard to avoid from getting wet.... poor thing....
and that's not the only thing i saw.... along the way as well... i saw two men... i assume they are foreign workers... both of them were wearing something weird looking hats on their head... as i took a closer look... i was a cardboard box!!! they used a cardboard box as a hat to prevent the rain from wetting their head... genius!! heee... see how much use a cardboard box could give us during rainy days... so remember to recycle them!!!

oh well... i dont have broadcasting 2 tutorials tomorrow since the video editing workshop has begun so classes are cancelled and replaced by the workshops... so that means my class will be starting at 11am... whoosh!!! so now.. i'm in a dilemma.... should i go to school early as usual or go at 10am??? aish.... no parking la... if i go at 10am.... sigh.... i'll just go early... i bet others will be reaching there early too.... i guess......

nowadays.. i must not put too much trust on my memory anymore...

signing off....

rainy days...

I've just washed my car.... and yes... it just rained(not very heavy tho)... what's wrong with using rain water to wash your car??? save the environment... dont waste water.... waaahaaa....

i went for japanese class today... as usual... with bear bear and pieggie... because i dont wanna come to school early in the morning and sit in the discussion room like some dummy... so i went straight to pieggie's house and meet her.... what i didnt know is the numbering of pieggie's row is not like what i always see... i mean like odd number on one side... even on one side... i goes straight from 1 to..... (i forgot) that means i goes 1 then 2 then 3 in one row.... at first i didnt notice that... then when i saw no.29 i thought "how come its the odd number row??? pieggie told me her house is no.20???" then when i looked again i saw no.27... "oh shoot!!! it's an odd number row (not knowing that i actually missed no.28 in between) i called pieggie and asked her... she was kinda confused when i say its an odd number row... but then... when i looked again... i saw no.22.... ei????? i slowed down and observe... then it was no.21 then no.20... OH!!!!! so the numbering goes like that.... i see i see... how come these days the house numbering are so unique... like faan jin's place where the numbering of odd and even numbers flow the opposite direction.... i parked my car at pieggie's place and walked to school with her.... exercise wey!!!! good!!!

after class... i went to the library to look up for books about christianity... yeah.. it's for my moral assignment... something about piercings and tatoo.... oh yes... i forgot... i have quite a number of christian friends..... rae... cheryl.... dont run away.... i need some information from you guys... and huiping... i know you are catholic... but.... dont run away too!!!! ooo... not forgetting... aku punya class rep!!!! jangan sorok-sorok!!!!!

birthday celebration...

Yesterday, after class.... 8 of us... kar lim, wai kuan, festiny, bear bear, pieggie, jessie, me..... and...

not forgetting the birthday girl...

Cheng Hui!!!

we went to the apartment at the curve....

Nice atmosphere....

Showing around...

The menu...

The bar...


They say... we must make use of the toilet's great big mirror...

While waiting for the food.... it's camwhore time!!!


Dont ask me what is she trying to do.... i seriously dont know... and boy... i look kinda thin in this photo... yay!!!

I'm holding the knife and fork ready.... where is my makanan????

My baked fish was the last to arrive... i bet it's freshly caught from the sea... hahaha....

Let's.... MAKAN!!!!

Om... yummy yummy yum..... *munching

After all of us are done with the makan part... it's time for birthday cake!!!!

Cheesy delight.... consists of marble cheese, raspberry cheese, oreo cheese, and not forgetting new york cheese.... yummy!!!! cheesy!!!!

Birthday girl say cheese!!!!

Those cheese cakes aint no decoration!!!! let's eat!!!!

READY....

STEADY!!!!

GO>>>> GO>>>>> GO>>>

Group photos....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENG HUI!!!!

Of course... before we leave.... and also... before i sign off... let me entertain you with a bunch of... (you pick your own adjectives)... enjoy!!!

...

things just cant get any worst... a few very depressing days.... besides yesterday of course... we went to the curve to celebrate cheng hui's birthday... well... i'll save the best for last... let me release my "depress-ness" here...

firstly... today... all my ideas for multimedia for advertising assignment was banned... i was too money minded.. according to the tutor... but what's wrong with money minded??? arent that what people look for these days??? yeah.. i'm practical.. and realistic... so i'll have to start from square one AGAIN.... damn!!! what the hell is going on????!!!! why is this so hard???? i dont have any more canggih idea... my brain is already in critical condition after stressing out too much for the previous 4 ideas.... dang!!! its already halfway to the ICU already... i dont wanna kill my brain... i really need it!! i really need suggestions and stuff... the most of all is i need cheering up.... its just too depressing.....

secondly... people in my class arent working very well lately... we are longer the one big happy family of bc3 anymore... now we are scatterred... all over the place... friendship are actually diamonds... they are precious.. they are rare.... but judging on the situation now... it's like autumn leaves... scatterring everywhere.... relationships are tearing apart.... arguements.... quarreling... disagreements.... i sure hope all scattered pieces are able to find their way back and join back into the big happy family as it used to be....

poetic~~

a form of pleasure which i crave

mommy will award me when i behave

a present as such

a piece will never be too much

on a gloomy day

when things just get in the way

just give me a piece

my mind will just be at ease

when i turn a year older

friends will have too much to bother

my birthday cake's best choice

just leave it nice and moist

it gives me warmth, it cheers me up

to get a piece, anything i'll give up

oh for god's sake

it's my lovely chocolate cake...

Chocolate Cake

P3 Panda (aka Pei Tsan)

16 june 2008

if you are wondering what's with the sudden poetic mood... well... it's just something i have to do during class... we are required to write a poem within 10 minutes... and if that sounds easy for you... hear this... it should be in 4 stanzas... means 16 lines... 16 lines of words within 10 minutes... how about that??? and we are just required to read it out in class... that's all... and the tutor conclude that we actually dont really think out of the box... because her title was chocolate cake... and everybody was really writing about chocolate cake.... nobody wrote anything else... so i guess we really cant escape from the box anyhow.... i tried my best to think out of the box..

but i'm just somehow trapped inside the box... so sad~~~

so there goes my chance of being a copywriter~~~~ all because i dont think out of the box...

oh yeah... the mv proposal thingy.... no surprises... our group's proposal was not chosen... we were not putting any hope anyway... hehe.. since our budget was like sky high due to petrol... so now we dont have to drive all ther way to selayang anymore... yippee!! so now we are required to merge with other groups... before the presentation... i got to know about bear's group's storyline.. i really liked it... it's so cute... but they already choose to go with stephanie and gang if either one of their proposals were not chosen...however.... both of their proposals was chosen.. cheers!! so it leaves us groupless... but i told bear and pieggie that i would like to join them if our proposal was not chosen and both of their proposals were chosen.... so now... here we are.... working....

i need you vs i need you....

anybody got the whole set of series... the royal tramp 2008???

if you do.... please tell me... i want!!!!

what to do??

I'm still struggling for ideas for my multimedia tools for advertising individual assignment... although i already had an idea... but it suddenly seems like a pretty lame one to me... so i guess i'm now back to square one.... with four empty papers waiting to be filled with 4 "brilliant" ideas...

Oh gosh!!! creativity... something that i am certainly lacked of.... drawing skiils.... that's something i thought i have when i was in standard one... since i love watching "art attack" and enjoyed handycraft... but i found out the hard way that i dont have any.... art sense... something that has never ever existed in my life.... so how am i going to complete this assignment... and its an individual assignment... i dont have group members to depend on... oh my tuhan... now i prefer writing again....

being in broadcasting keeps hitting me out of my fantasy land into the world of reality.... i wanted te be a scriptwriter cum director to direct my own-written scripts... and even dreamt of being an actress and act in my own-written series... but i know i dont have what it takes to be an actress anyway... i dont have the look... i dont have the body... i dont have the EQ.... i dont even have a chance... so it'll stay as a dream anyway.... i'll continue my ambition of being a scriptwriter cum director.... but the chances keeps fading off... sometimes i just cant see where am i going anymore... i love writing... making up stories is my specialty... but i cant get to finish off one story.. i keep stopping halfway... and end up dragging the whole story... and turns out to be not what i had in mind....

some of my friends are now planning to "convert" to other fields... such as advertising, pr, journalism... etc etc... well... i am still quite "loyal" towards broadcasting... but how loyal am i??? will i switch in the end like what my friends are having in mind now???

i know that in the broadcasting field... everybody is very realistic... very practical... i can be one too... i can easily change to someone else if i have to... and i admit that i might even be someone that is just totally different than who i am now... only to adapt.... but i haven't tried that yet... i'm still with my friends and family who treats me sincerely from the bottom of their hearts.... they are not going to use me for any reasons or harm me for any reason.... but in the working world.. there will be... people like this.... stepping on other's head for their own success... if i dont want to be the one being stepped... i'll have to be the one who is stepping... but can i???? i dont want to be someone like that.... what if i'm forced to???? will i do things that may harm others???? things that only i get all the benefits???? will it be this way in the real working world???? am i going to turn into a total bitch just to succeed??? be a two-face coward when it comes to business??? i might... i cant guarentee that.... i just might turn into someone people hates the most.... a two-face bitch.... why??? because i'm just not good enough....

communication theories... where's the communication????

whoppeee... now.. i should be reading my text about saddam hussein for comm theories... i actually read it yesterday... but due to short-term-memory-loss.. i completely forgot what i have read... some sentences in the text even seem unfamiliar to me!!!! oh gosh!!! my memory!!!! it keeps getting worse.... i keep forgetting the simplest thing.... even like something said 5 seconds ago.... for instance... during lecture classes.... i can suddenly forgot what the lecturer has said... and it's always the main point that will turn blank.... aish.....

speaking about comm theory.... it makes me miss mr benjamin even more!!!!! oh my tuhan... i really dont know what is going on with the current lecturer.... i dont understand a single word out of her mouth.... all i know is "you know..." "emm..." "ah..." "as you know..."... excuse me!!! i dont know!!!! i dont want to name names here... although i have already named one... but just for privacy sake... we'll call her miss u-know, ok??? and NO!!! she have nothing to do with dbsk or tvxq or whatever you call them (the korean boyband... hints* rising sun... purple line...) her voice is so blur... and her accent is so... annoying where you cant hear a word she is saying... she seems freakingly similar with one of my classmates... i shall say.... aish... i just dont like her!!! bring mr ben back!!! i prefer him more than anything.... at least i understand him and he dont just critic you like nobody's business....

at first.... she gave us notes which contains brief slides... there's nothing similar with the one projected during lecture class... then when a student asked her whether he can have the soft copy of that lecture... she firmly said no and nagged him about paying attention in class and copy down notes.... how you must copy down notes... not to be spoon fed... and she will not give you full notes, because you'll have to listen to her in class.... bla bla bla.... obviously the student who asked her for the notes did not copy anything.... so she had her chance of nagging.... well copying notes is my habit... i'll copy them whether they are in the notes or not.... just for my own satisfaction anyway.....
and then today.. one fine sunny day... guess what she said.... "you should save the trees ya... i see you keep copying the slides.... well... you know... you should listen to the lecturer... not just copy.... save the trees... save the environment..."

save the environment??? my foot la!!! you were the one who keep saying that we should make the initiative to copy notes and now you are telling us to save the trees and not copy notes???!!! make up your mind, woman!!!! what do you want actually???? i admit that my english level is not that powerful to understand what are talking in class... due to your s**p*d accent and fake tone.... so what do you want me to do???? fail my exams???? i'm not failing this paper because i got a s**p*d lecturer!!!!

oh gosh... i so miss mr ben now.... this one is a gazzilion times worst than you man!!!!! i dont understand a word she is saying... i dont understand her slides too... at least mr. ben's notes are complete... and he does not have a fake accent and stupid tone...oh... sorry... my mistake.... a s**p*d accent and fake tone.... i like asking mr ben questions because he answers them well.... this time... i dont even know what to ask... because i dont know what is taught!!!!! what the hell!!!! this is stoopid.....

she's a COMMUNICATION theories lecturer, for tuhan's sake and she cant even communicate with students... what in the world.... we dont understand her... and she keeps acting as tho she dont undertsands us... so sama la!!! what is the use of communication anyway???? i think the best class i had with her so far.... *if i'm forced to pick one... is the class when she aires "the battle of citizen kane"... when NO teaching is involved...

the worst thing is.... comm theory is a 4 credits paper.... all the best everyone!!!

Weee...

Weee... yeee... haha... i found my pendrive!!!! thanks to my beloved classmates!!!! it turns out that there was a hole in my jeans pocket and i guess my pendrive might have slipped out thru the hole during one of my tutorial class.... wahahaha.... thanks ya!!!!

I have presented my proposal today.... basically nothing much... just a lot of laughter... i wonder does that happen to other group as well???? mr beh keeps laughing and laughing.... dont really know why... my mv's storyline is kinda tragic.... apa laugh laugh??? anyway.. i'm done with this thing... yeah!!!! now the exciting part... to see who's proposal get to be picked and being produce... i kinda got the feeling that ours is somehow halfway thru the longkang (aka drain) now... cuz our idea is SO NOT creative.... only dramatic.... sigh... anyway.. i think it should be fun shooting a music video... who cares who's idea i'm shooting.... as long as it's low-budget.... hehe... tahulah... orang miskin....

i woke up super early today... no.... not because i'm too nervous about my presentation... no way!! that'll never kacau my sleep.... because i need to send my dedi off to the airport... he should be at the airport at around 6... so i woke up and around 5.30AM!! and went out at around 5.50AM!!! after dropping him at the airport... i headed straight to school... since i'm joining the japanese 2 class on 8am... so might as well just go to school.... and guess what??? i reached school at 6.30AM!!!! gosh!!! that's usually the time i leave my house.... oish... nothing to do... well.. a few of my class mates came early too... to discuss about their presentation.... hee.. got teman... i stayed with them until 7.45.. then head to ph for japanese class...

after class... went back to pc... help bear and pieggie with their presentation.... then did some changes for my own proposal.... we lepak-ed until around 1pm... my presentation time is at 1.10pm....

done with proposals... what now??? oh ya!!! my ideas for multimedia tools for advertising.... 4 ideas to advertise yourself... aish... susahnya!!! especially for those who have no creativity in such.... aka me.... how to come out with those canggih canggih ideas???? how to get PHD??? Permanent Head Damage punya PHD ada la!!!! ish ish ish.... i cant even get 1 idea... how am i gonna get 4???!!!! help me!!! i cant do anything.... i'm not good in anything... except for crapping, maybe.... how???!!! i ni tada kelebihan la!!!! how???!!!

Oh my!!! i suddenly have an idea in mind!!!! wait... i'll have to sketch it out... s**T!!! la... i cant draw wey.... how now????

oh ya... not forgetting to mention... i removed my panda cursor.. although i still love it but people have been complaining about the cursor being hard to target on links and stuff... so i guess i better just remove it and let the normal cursor guide you....
p/s: those using firefox all these while... just ignore this... i know you cant see my panda cursor...

wanted: white pendrive...

Boo-hoo... snifs.... i lost my pendrive!!!! a white pendrive... the brand, pendrive!!! 256mb.... stop tsk-ing.... i know 256mb is not a big deal nowadays since they have up to 4gb of storage for usb flashdrives.... but all my pendrives mean a lot to me no matter how small their capacity is.... ish ish.... i actually am not sure where did i lost it.. i just remember putting it in my pocket before going into the computer lab because we are required to leave our bags outside.... i should not have done that!!! who would wanna steal a 256mb pendrive anyway???!!!!! now it's lost!!!!! waaaa..... just my luck..... i want my pendrive back!!!!! i really liked that one!!!! snifs snifs and double snifs......

depressing..... a partial of my stories are inside.... and there are stil others which i'm not sure what..... aish..... if anybody... have seen it.... can you please be so kind to return it back to me??? although i know the possiblity is around negative 175% that someone will return a pendrive.... but just pretty please.... you dont need a 256mb pendrive, do you????

New feature for Bloggy

Got the bits and pieces of my proposal together already... i hope i can get it done today somehow... well... i guess i must have the whole thing done today.... since we are preparing the slides tomorrow....

i'm almost done here anyway... i'm doing doing the budget part and waiting for a certain "somebody" to send my the fully-typed storyline... apasal ni lambat???? well... our budget basically consists of transportation.... yes with the petrol price increased... you cant miss that... and that's about all... almost all of our props are "sponsored"... haha... but the petrol charge itself have already reached around rm300 already!!! wow!!! anyway... i dont see the point of preparing the budget... i know this is supposed to be a formal proposal where i should list everything down and this and that.... but if our budget is acceptable... do you mean we could claim from utar???? haaaaa... i guess not... i can even see our lecturer mouthing the word "in your dreams"...... if we would have asked such a question....

i've added another feature to my blog... i know.. i know... people are complaining that my blog takes time to load... and sometimes you'll only see the background color because i have added to many stuff in my blog.... but i like having a lots of stuff on my sidebar..... it gives me satisfaction at one point.... oh ya... about the new feature... its a blog list... now i can see who has updated their blog and who hasn't... so it saves me time and i dont have to click into others' blogs just to see the same old post that was posted ages ago.... only one thing... i just can insert certain blogs... specifically those who use blogskins.... dont know why and i'm kinda lazy to find out... so i'll just keep my old blog links column just in case.... so if you would like to check out this new feature i have added... please scroll down to the end of my sidebar... its the last item at the sidebar.... after the "extra elements added" column...

Tags... nothing better to do...

You're really upset, who is the first guy you'll go to?
guy??? Judging on my availability now.. I think its gonna be my dad….


If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
ooo… as if… but if such person existed… you are welcomed to..heee


Does it matter to you if your boyfriend/girlfriend smokes?
YES!!!! I’m a big supporter of the TAK NAK campaign!!! I even have a TAK NAK notebook!!!


Last person you texted?
Joanne… and its last night… sigh…


What's something you MUST do before you die?
there’s a lot wey!! Bring my family to the forbidden palace in China (I give you the details if you wanna know, leave me a msg)… work at TVB…


When is the last time you went out of the country and where?
China, last december


Who was your last received call from?
Last call??? Festiny…


What are you doing tonight?
tonight??? Eat… watch tv (C.S.I Miami!!, celebrity Apprentice!!)… finish my part of the proposal and sleep…


What are you looking forward to?
My next coming holidays… around 15 weeks later….


Have you ever been on a roller coaster?
yeah… as long as my feet touch something other than being left dangling in the air and not going 360… I admit, I’m a scary cat!!


Do you care what others think about you?
I actually do… and seriously


Do you take showers at night?
ya..


Name the best person who could cheer you up?
emm… it differs from time to time.. its hard to pick just one…


Have you been to New York City?
Nope… but I wish I could… I’ve been watching too much gossip girls… hah!


Who is the last person you added to your contacts list in your phone?
er… (believe it or not, I have been staring at the ceiling for around 5 minutes already)


What is the name of your cousin's best friend?
my cousin??? Oh my tuhan… how should I know??!!


What did you do yesterday?
started the mv proposal, rewrite it again and still rewriting… watch tv.. eat… sleep…


Whose house did you last go to?
go to meaning go in or just waiting outside?? If its waiting outside I think its either sheh lee or huiping… if its going in… wooh… I have not been to a friend’s house ever since tuhan knows when… (oh I just realize the question did not state which friend… ish… blur case) my relative’s, I think


What is the last movie you watched?
argh… I think its Alvin and the chipmunks for the umpteenth time on the dvd player…


Do you believe that you can change someone?
woo-hoo… I think so…


What are you going to do after you do this survey?
continue my dreading proposal…

woes....

i think i might not be updating blogs as frequently as i used to be during the last few weeks... oh well... assignments has started and i have a proposal to present next wednesday... oh gosh... welcome back to uni!!!



today, i saw the advertising course rep giving out new timetables for their groups... oh my tuhan!!! they are really going to change to timetable!!!!! well... if you really are... please dont do anything to my wednesday rest-day... but if you wanna switch it to a friday... i'm alright with that... i'll even cheer for you!!! besides... about classes starting at 12 on tuesday... make that earlier, can you???? if that's also ok.... i'll love UTAR with all my heart this semester.... i promise...



speaking about going to school during the noon time on tuesdays... oh my tuhan... its a great big disaster... no parking space!!!! i'll have to park at jaya one then.... and guess what??? the parking fare costs more than a bomb.... more like a volcano... yes... itu bayaran banyak mahal gile gunung berapi!!!! its costs rm2 for the first 3 hours then rm1.50 for every subsequent hours... okok... it may not seem that expensive to you... it may not seem to be a big deal anyhow... but behold!!!! petrol price has gone up!!!! everything is getting expensive... if i am to park there on tuesdays.. let's say i reach section 13 at around 11.30am... no parking... as usual... charge into jaya one's parking lot.... my last class ends at 5.30 pm... so now... let's count.... 1130 - 1430 <--- rm2, 1430 - 1530 <---rm1.50, 1530 - 1630 <---rm1.50, 1630 - 1730 <--- rm1.50..... so all total up... makes..rm6.50!!!!!! oh gosh!!!!! that's a day's lunch already... or maybe 2 days if i'm spending at the mamak!!!!! whoosh!!!!!

so how should i see this???? an extra spenditure after the petrol price has gone up???? no!!! i'm saving!!! i have already switched my lunch hang out spot from jaya one to the mamak stalls.... 1 meal at 1 of the restaurants in jaya one could easily equal to 2 or 3 lunches at the mamak stalls... maybe i should also consider going to school early for free plus saman-free parking space in front of the uni....

hihoe... hihoe... deedumdeedumdeedum...

mommy has been really kind and generous lately.... ooo... dont get me wrong... she always is.. all the while... but kinda frequent these few days... hehehe.. love ya momma!!!! she has been taking us (me and bro, sis) out for shopping trips and k-sessions... buying us stuff and treating us for k-sessions (actually it was dad's money)... woo-hoo... how about that??!!! she even paid for the stuff i was planning to purchase on my own.... yeah!! bought quite a number of shirts these few days... haha... formal shirts... now i guess i dont have to wear utar t-shirts for presentations anymore!!! hahaha... not that i hate the t-shirt... its just that... its kinda boring if you keep repeating that attire.... anyway... my mom keeps saying now i have all the clothes i need for my working days.... she keeps telling me to go to work... haaa...


i missed the bookfest this time... oh well... i guess klcc is just too far me... a kampung girl from subang who knows nothing about KL roads.... i heard people saying that the books are darn cheap and i should really go there and yadda yadda yadda.... but how cheap is cheap??? define... i really love chic flicks.... but most of them usually cost a bomb that will easily make up for a week's lunch for me.... and i read as slow as a snail if you are suggesting me the library.... the library may not be such a bad idea after all as long as the member fees are affordable... and when i mean affordable means around less than rm20 per annum.... so mpsj hypermedia is not an option since i dont go there frequently nor does my family.... i think i have been ditching my reading habits ever since i'm done witht he final book of harry potter.... i dont recall any more books after that except for those which i need for my assignments and not forgetting... textbooks... oh yeah... a few words on the da vinci's code is also counted... guess how slow am i on that book??? i have been holding to it for 2 years now i guess... maybe its the words... too small... to complicated.. too deep for a person with shallow english ilike me... i have to flip back to the front to know what's actually going on.... and sometimes end up repeating the chapter cuz i dont understand... hahaha... i'll finish it somehow... i hope....


today's class starts at 2.30 till 5.30pm.... the 12pm class was cancelled... ish... hopefully i would be able to locate parking spaces.... and i just got to know that there were actually more tarc students in my course than i assumed.... a new tutorial group has been formed... oh my tuhan!!!! dang!!! they will be re-scheduling our timetable now!!!! no!!!!! i still want my wednesday rest-day!!!! you cant do this to me!!!! anyway... youhave alreay passed out the schedule for the video editing groups... if you reshuffle the timetable that means you have to reschedule that too!!!! no!!! i like my timetable.... dont change it!!!! pretty please... just put the new tutorial group members in classes that are vacant during the time they are free or just splitting them and put them in other tutorial groups for the time being until the end of the semester.... but they will stil form their own tutorial group next coming semester... how about that????