its done finally!!!

Your Surfing Habits are 80% Female, 20% Male

If we had to guess, we would guess you are a woman. You use the internet to keep up with friends and family. You are likely to get online to communicate and share information. You are also to research things that directly effect your life, like health and travel.

Do You Use the Internet Like a Man or a Woman?

I guess there's no doubt about that... i am female anyway... the main point i get myself on the line is to blog.... check out some forums and blogs... facebook (mainly for pet society nowadays)... well... when it comes to holidays... the only way to keep up with school buddies is via blogs... (of course, your friend will have to be a frequent updater too....)

besides i have finally finish my keekee-knows-what... and just in time before the deadline.... had it delivered and got my feedback... woo-hoo... looks like my few late-sleep-nights paid off after all... although the whole think isnt as good as it should be... since i knida rushed off the ending part because i was in a hurry to get the whole thing done and get it sent to the whom-it-may-concern... so the whole thing is rather amateur-ish.... but i have gotten my desired response... so anyway... i'm satisfied!!! wahahaha...

now i guess i'll have to focus on studying... after 2 weeks of hanging around... i almost forgot that i have an exam coming up this coming wednesday... i havent even collected my exam slip yet... aish... what a bother...

this should be a happy post... and today should be a happy day... so although i have stuff to rant about... but i decided to keep it to myself for one more day... i'll release everything tomorrow....

so i have nothing else to write about... i guess i'll be signing off!!!

p/s: Happy birthday to whom-it-may-concern!!

wahaha... (wondering who is whom-it-may-concern??? haha... that's my purpose.. to get you guys curious.. so that you'll stick to my will-bore-you-to-death blog for hints and clues.... since i have nothing much to write about these few weeks and my posts are all getting boring-er.... so sorry you'll have to bear with that...)

chickens?? roads??

Why did the chicken cross the road?

BARACK OBAMA:The chicken crossed the road because it was time for a CHANGE! The chicken wanted CHANGE!

JOHN MCCAIN:My friends, that chicken crossed the road because it recognized the need to engage in cooperation anddialogue with all the chickens on the other side of the road.

HILLARY CLINTON:When I was First Lady, I personally helped that little chicken cross the road. This experience makes me uniquely qualified to ensure -- right from Day One! -- that every chicken in this country gets the chance it deserves to cross the road. But then, this really isn't about me.......

GEORGE W. BUSH:We don't really care why the chicken crossed the road. We just want toknow if the chicken is on our side of the road or not. The chicken is either against us, or for us. There is no middle ground here.

JOHN LENNON:Imagine all the chickens in the world crossing the road together, in peace.

BILL GATES:I have just released eChicken2008, which will not only cross roads, but will lay eggs, file your important documents, and balance your check book. Internet Explorer is an integral part of the Chicken. This new platformis much more stable and will never cra...#@&&^(C% .......... reboot.

BILL CLINTON:I did not cross the road with THAT chicken. What is your definition of chicken?

AL GORE:Chicken shall not shit while crossing the road. This is for a green environment.

LEE KUANYEW:We have installed crossing lights at all traffic junctions. All chickens should follow instructions while crossing the road.

SAMY VELLU:Gantry points have been set up. All chickens wanting to cross the road are advised to top up their cash cards first.

NAJIB RAZAK:What chickens? I don't know any chickens... especially those from Mongolia .

ABDULLAH BADAWI:We have to be fair to all chickens. Some want to cross over the road, some do not. ........ Zzzzzz .......zzzzzz ....... Now what were we talking about? Ah yes, chickens. We will form a Royal Commission to decide whether it is right for them to cross the road.

MAHATHIR:Now even non-bumi chickens want to cross the road! How can they disrespect and disregard apa nama bumi chickens? We must be allowed to cross over first. It is our special privilege and no one can challenge that!

ANWAR:We have enough chickens waiting to cross over in September.

SHAHRIR:All foreign chickens are welcome in Malaysia but they must not cross over the road within 50km of the border

monday....

Its a monday!!! but i'm not really into my monday blues yet... since i'm still on my so-called-study-leave-but-actually-it-should-be-exam-week-but-dont-know-why-my-paper-is-on-next-week-which-is-supposed-to-be-my-semester-break week....

study?? nah!!! i have not even touch the slides of my multimedia design and applications... not to mention read thru...

i realised that my posts arent as frequent as they used to be... this can only mean one thing... my life is so boring that there's nothing to share at all... whahahaha.... it's kinda true by the way... i'm currently on my so-called-study-leave-yadda-yadda..... but i havent got much stuff going on round me...

oh ya... i changed my mouse... since the previous one is driving me crazy... when i click once it becomes a double click and it keeps failing me when its suppose to click... i end up buying a whole lot of stuff that i dont want in pet society... dont really wanna sell them off because the price is so damn low... so i'll have to find a place to put them... or not, leave them towering up in my chest.... besides its christmas mood back in pet society.... its so white and joyful.. i couldnt help not buying stuff for christmas... i decorated d-ken's house with a whole alot of christmas decorations... bought him some costumes... now he look like an elf... which is kinda cute to me... and on the same time... i'm trying hard to earn back all the money i have spent... i used to be kinda well-to-do but after my christmas shopping spree... i now almost broke... or maybe its not me... it's d-ken... ahaha...

what else is there to write??? hmm.... nothing else i guess.... time to sign off...

toodles!!!

frustrated short semester...

i just dont know why but i really have a very negative feeling about short semesters... everything seems to go wrong for me during this time of study.... foundation went chaos.... i could accept that as a coincidence... but degree too???? i dont think so...

i know short sems are suppose to be a more relaxed time of study... but no... not for me... everything is squished up into 7 weeks instead of 14... assignments are in a rush... everything... is a hassle!! when there is doubt you'll have to wait till the next week for consultation.. because most of the lecturers are part time... even if they aren't, you only get to see them once or twice a week... which you will have to delay your work until the next week which is also a week closer to your deadline....

all my assignments gone haywire during this semester... nothing just seems to go right... not even a single thing.... dont mention public speaking because it didnt go as plan either... my impromptu was utter nonsense... as i dont have enough time to work out the points... my persuasive was worst as i was damn nervous of being late and the FIRST one... my demonstrative was a huge disaster!!! as our topic wasnt demonstrative enough and we were under the time limit.... these are the minor cases of the semester...

let's hear about the serious ones...

multimedia design and applications... why do they always have to have web page design subjects in short semesters??? why do they have to have it in our course anyway???? i so hate webpage design now... i think i would now rather work in a bank than to work with web page design... i change my mind about giving it a chance when i'm desperate... no chance given... eventhough i have to beg in the streets... no web page design!!! if you see me charging into the webpage design field in the future... i'm not the person you've known anymore... so dont greet me or anything... i might be suffering from amnesia due to a huge great big accident... i might not even remember you... so please bear with me...

my assignment was a total wreckage!! if my demonstrative speech was a disaster... this assignment is a whole "doomsday"!!! at first... ok the only part that went right... is i got to choose the title that i want... that's all... then everything starts to go wrong... i'm in charge of flash.. and i cant do anything right with it!!! ok the page by page thingy is ok... but when it comes to linking... i'm really near to killing myself... i thought of just failing the whole assignment... but i cant bring my group members down with me... the whole assignment is a total failure all because of me... and ever since... nothing has gone right with this assignment... even the posting doesnt work for me... fine... i'm so thru with webpage..

last day of korean class (oct 2008 intake)

Yesterday was the official last day of my korean level 1 class... actually it was supposed to end at december... sometime around next week or this week... but our seon seng nim said we should use our study leave to study for our finals... concentrate in our studies... so we replaced and extended classes until we can end it a day before our study leave... heee...

we got back our test papers too yesterday... someone got the highest in the class... and i was only 1 mark lesser than his!!! ish ish ish... anyway... understood la... we are from different standards... you'll know what i mean... read ahead....

not much studying is carried out today... since its the last day... seon seng nim made some korean stuff for us to enjoy!!! weee...

kimchi... (although i'm not a big fan of kimchi... but this one actually taste quite nice...)


and eggrolls too!!! yummy!!!

plus egg and cheese sandwiches... (not korean recipe... just something to eat with the others)

classmates.... spot somebody familiar??? HE was the one with the highest marks in the test....

again... the photos are all taken from his facebook album... heee... must cite the source??? nevermind la... everybody got his facebook....

i'm getting lazier and lazier...

i shall sum up what has happened since monday....

monday... shabu shabu with the whole bc3 to celebrate birthdays of the november babies... kevin(itulah class repku...), ziyun and eevee...

nothing much to say... i certainly enjoyed the food...

tak taulah apasal ngan eggy....

and its the first time ever that the whole bc3 is all present....

cheers!!!

tuesday... there was a huge gap within classes as my first class ends at 10am and the next starts at 3pm.. therefore... went to joanne's place to get some of our assignments done...
however... the button linking thing is so very very freaking complicated.... i dont know how to get it to work.... even till now.... ish ish ish....


wednesday.... spent half of my day trying to get the stupid buttons to work... but none of them go the way i wanted.... emailed the lecturer and tutor... double the request... resisting the urge of punching the monitor.... then head off to korean class....
hee... saya boleh jadi guru kecil le..... although i cant really survive in korea but i still have the guts to go teach others... wakakakaka.....

today... sheh lee's birthday... we are going to pyramid to celebrate...
i have not been spending much since the semester started... and now... within 1 week i'm already spending more than my allowance... woosh!!!
ka-ching!!

Meet... Sausage!!

Usually... blue, momo gray and momo graygray are the only puppydogs around....

Until one day.... sausage arrived!!!

Blue wants to know his new friend... but wonders why cant he stand still???

then he realises that sausage needs support....

and so... he offered support by helping him stand still...

They got along pretty well...

Of course... the grays were also curious about sausage... as he was a little different... he's a balloon puppydog...

he tried to fit in....

and he did nicely.....

a break from emo-ness and and little cheering up will do.... my blue and grays and not forgetting their new friend sausage....

haha... please bear with my childish-ness...

Summary~~

time to sum up stuff that had happened these few days....



starting with thursday.... momma treat us for k-session again!!! yeah!!! before we left... i cant believe who i saw in my opposite neighbour's house.... she looks a lot like pn liew(my chemistry teacher, who was kind enough to help me pass my chemistry exam by giving me one more mark....) and boy, she dresses like pn liew too.... while i was opening the gate... i couldnt help looking at her coz she wasnt facing me and i cant really see her face.... until my neighbour greeted us then only she caught a glimpse at me... and she still remembers me!!! heee.... unfortunately... i'm so thru with chemistry that my current course has nothing at all to do with chemistry.... but i did told her that hui ping is doing chemistry... wahahaha... she must be very proud of you hui ping!!! weee...

k-session went on as usual... just that we were too early... so we hung around and wait for them to get ready.... until around 2... we were kinda expecting the bill coz they will usually pop out before the session ends.... due to the fear of you leaving without paying... but there were no sign of bills to be seen... and my parking ticket was until 2.15 only.... if they are not coming in that means we can continue and i will have to pay for another hour for the parking ticket in case summons are going round... rm0.50 parking ticket to rm40 of summons... which is more worth it??? you do the math...

anyway... i was suppose to drop by at joanne's place to grab my external with our webpage in it... since i will not have time to do it on friday because i have a small exam for my korean class and i have to flip through... although i didint.... heee...

but since k-session ends at 3 and joanne was going out by that time... we'll just put the thing on hold till friday then.... see what i can do....





friday... have to woke up early.... because we were suppose to meet at joanne's house at 7am to rehearse our demonstrative speech.... weeewaaa.... *censored* until around 1.30 i head home for lunch.... didnt really start on the webpage.... instead complete the slides for presentation.... flip through my korean stuff... went thru the grammar and off i go for class... the quiz wasnt easy but it wasnt hard as well... just because i didnt study the vocabularies and pronunciation.... anyway... there will be a replacement on saturday... 3-5pm... wa.... my whole saturday... gone!!!



saturday.... which is not really my day.... because of.... ****censored**** anyway... my presentation did not go well... in fact.... nevermind.... others did a great job though... we even had lemon marble cupcakes and lemonade.... heee...
then its md&a tutorial.. i couldnt get the file to open because the file was saved in a different version... but anyway... the tutor gave me several tips on completing the website... so thanks... and she saw us playing pet society on facebook... ask us to send her the link... hehehe... and then after almost everyone left... me and eggy offered to help her mark our mid term paper... wahahaha.... then eggy accompanied me until around 2 because my class starts at 3 and i'm alone... but i went to pb at around 2.15.... hung around and bought ice-cream from news junction... i didnt notice that news junction was actually just opposite of pb.... it's always so far from pc i keep thinking that it was miles away... i almost missed it...
eggy's car kena broke in and her whole bag was taken.....
i heard marc had an accident too...
i guess saturday wasnt only MY unlucky day.... bc3's too....
sheesh...

one fine day...

woke up super-dee-duper early today.... what time??? 6.30am!!!! and my clas starts at 3pm.... isnt that early???!!! what for??? coz a simple mistake the KWSP has made... i have to crack my eyes open at the brisk of dawn.... so i went off with daddy to KWSP at JALAN GASING... they specifically wants us to go there.... ish...

on the way to jalan gasing.... we decided to round over our old... er... old old old... house... at jalan 9/5 (something), yala... my memory.... where i used to live when i was born until i was around 3 years old when we have to move to johor... it sure brings back memories... it was such a long time ago until we werent sure which house was it.... hahaha.... and i just realised that it was like less than 5 minutes walk to assunta girls school... woooo... so that means if i'm still living there... i might be studying there instead... or maybe catholic high... because it's not that far also... if that's so means i still get to slide around on the giraffe slide and by the time i can drag my siblings around to play with the see-saw which i always have to play alone when we still lived there since my sister wasnt born yet.... and maybe get the swing fixed... it was broken since i know it's a swing... but looking back at photos shows that i have once been on that swing... i hope i'm not the one responsible for the broken chain....

anyway... end of nostalgic stories... back to the current thing.... my line has been down for a day now.... and i really hate that.... this is why i arrived uni early... to provide some updates to my kinda-dead blog.... besides... i havent been seeing my d-ken for days... i loved the sailor suit and kimono sold in the clothes shop... but d-ken is a guy.... takkan nak jadi pondan... so i guess i'm just save coins for later then.... anyway... demo speech's topic has been changed due to unforeseen circumstances... actually its not really unforeseen... because i actually saw it coming.... just sooner or later... and i still wanna bet that there maybe a miracle... heee...

i'm so lazy to fill my post with colors and modify fonts and stuff... so sorry its kinda boring... my blog aint no picture blog anyway... heee... i can hear laughter of the gang from the lab... guess how loud are they... i can hear exactly what are they talking about... ish ish....

Going nuts~~~

i'm seriously going freaking nuts when it comes to flash..... all because i have nothing else to do but to just slightly change the colour of the words in my intro flash and now.... the whole gone haywire!!!!!

at first i decided to follow the tutor's advice and make it dissolve instead of flashing.... so i followed exactly the way she demonstrated and redo the one i have done.... ok... so after reviewing the flash thing again today... i thought that that dissolve part is not obvious enough as the end color was not dark enough to show the dissolve-ation... so what did i do???? i click the end frame of every text that has the dissolve thingy and reduce the alpha more than the actual... guess what???? when i replay the whole thing.... no dissolving view!!!! but instead... i just somehow stayed there in the freaking grey colour which i've got after lowering the alpha.... S***!!!! and after realising what i have done... i quickly undo the whole thing and redo... but it turns out that i cant do it anymore!!!!! when i click the text... the properties box was suppose to show a color droplist which i can change it to alpha and then adjust it... but now... it became a text box!!!!!! i dont know what i did i do to get this freaking thing there.... and no matter how i click or where i click... the text box will just appear at the properties part... with font size, font type and stuff.... ish ish ish... geramnya!!!!! that's not the thing... because i was so worried that my adobe flash will hang like every 5 minutes after i complete a step... i save everytime i done something... so now i cant turn back to the original!!!!!!!!!!!! S*** S*** S***!!!!!!

so i guess i'll have to redo the whole thing now!!! or someone... anybody can tell me how could i get the graphis thingy which there is a for-you-to-change-the-image-into-button drop list... instead of the freaking text box... i dont wanna change my fonts and stuff now!!!!

HELP!!!!

heeehoe..

its just 5.30pm... and i'm at home already.... wahahha.... my class actually ends at 7pm... but usually it ends around 6 something... and today... it ended at 4.30pm!!! yay!!! i avoided the very frustrating jam.... anyway... when i was walking back to where i parked my car.... i saw choon wai walking towards pg from the other side... he looked at me and asked "class ended??!!!"... "yeah.." "#$%^&$!!!" poor thing... came all the way for nothing...

anyway... i find blog posts recently are kinda emo.... whoosh.... what's wrong now??? anyway.... if its true that its the end of the world on 2012... why complain so much about what you dont have??? cherish everything you have and you'll now how much you are missing... people never seem to really care about things they have around them which came to them easily and willingly... anyway... i do have rants and stuff... but just it's not necessary to blast it off into such harsh words....

i'm currently preparing the powerpoint slides for my persuasive speech... however... it still seem boring.... how am i gonna interest people??? how am i gonna persuade anybody??? gosh... i think i should add more pictures and stuff into my slides.... since i can enhance thru the topic.... then i guess i'll have to carry on in other stuff.... add more colours and things...

and now.. i have nothing else to write.... so i guess... i'm....

signing off!!!!

quizzy is back!!

You Are Monday

Like this day of the week, you are ruled by the moon. More than anything, you are flexible. You are moody and impressionable. You are easily influenced by the world around you. And while you can be temperamental, you eventually adjust. While Mondays tend to be the hardest day for people, you don't mind getting back to regular life. You're the one waking up early and making the coffee while everyone else complains.

What Day of the Week Are You?

it has been quite a while since i did all these quizzes... these are always useful when you have no idea on what to blog on or you just purely have nothing else to do....

its a saturday.... well... people usually work half day but i have to go to school.... and for next week... its a whole day.... and also my very delayed persuasive speech presentation is on....

woke up later than planned today... snoozed my alarm clock a few times until i decided that it is getting late and i really have class later.... after my breakfast i went to switch on my phone... i usually switch it on before i leave the house... but lucky me.. i did not do that today!!!! because my dearest class rep informed that i'm required to hand in my speech outline today!!! despite of the "class cancel" thingy... woooo... luckily i had it done and dealt with.... so now i only have to print it out and it's already 10.45... my class starts at 11.30.... wahahaha... running up and down like a maniac to print my outline... because my document is saved in my laptop and the printer is connected to my dad's laptop... so i'll have to save the document from my laptop to my pendrive then open it in my dad's laptop in order to get it printed out.... wahahaha... luckily... mission accomplished in time... i still manage to get the whole thing printed out without any hurdles... mr. printer is being very nice to me....

back to the quiz above... i'm influenced by how people judge me... so does that count as moody??? well... i do complain... but if complaining doesnt work... why complain then??? save your energy and get things done, will ya!!!

spreading lazy-ness~~

frankly speaking... i have been very very lazy during the past few weeks... and that's actually normal... if i suddenly have all the "semangat" coming from nowhere which makes me hardworking then something might be very very wrong with me... go seek help from a counsellor or some psychology major which i can easily grab a handsful from my campus....



well... i have not been completing my assignments lately... maybe its because when i suddenly have the very "up-lifted" spirit to do the flash for my multimedia design and applications assignment... everything seems to go everywhere else but the right direction.... feeling hopeless i ditch the work off and started playing pet society.... i'm kinda hooked up on these playfish games lately... or maybe ever since i've joined facebook... "who has the biggest brain"... "word challenge"... "bowling buddies"... "pet society"... and the latest "geo challenge"... all playfish's games are colourful and cute.... i'm currently addicted to pet society... always wanting to earn more money to shop for clothes... furniture... food... and many other stuff... maybe its just because i'm too stingy to spend real money... so i get the same pleasure to spend "imaginary" money in pet society.... wahahaha....



i know my persuaive speech is on this saturday... and i also know that i'm required to hand in my outline on that day too... besides i have to redo the flash thingy... which is really kinda frustrating... i wonder how those people create websites with a dozen of flash applications???



anyway... after a few rounds of web page designing subjects since my foundation days until now... i have a very strong feeling that i'll never be venturing into the webpage designing field although i can earn alot.... unless... of course... there's no certainty in life... i'm jobless for like 5 months and i have only 1 option... haha... no point fighting with money when you are desperate... wahahaha...

i now think that korean is very much harder than japanese.... how come people say its the other way round??? i still think japanese is easier to understand... although korean have a lot of similar pronunciation with chinese... so now i'm considering whether should i continue level 2 next year... but it's kinda wasted if i dont continue because thet knowledge is already there... and i really love learning languages... just to show how "multi-lingual" am i.... yep.. i'm a show-off... what can you do about it??? i might even be learning spanish later!!! gracias amigo!!!

i'm currently done with my speech script... so now for the outline... lazy-nye... and yep... group demonstrative speech has a topic now!!! yeah!!! we are fast and efficient... once suggest... the decision is made... no further hassle... wahahahaha....

current progress

ok... now i have reached to the middle of my semester and what have i done????

let's start with the subjects...

i have 2 subjects this semester...
- public speaking
- multimedia design and applications....

assignments:
public speaking....
- impromptu speech(individual)
- persuasive speech(individual)
- demonstrative speech(group)

multimedia design and applications....
- corporate website... (group)
- sketch book + report
- presentation

minus all mid terms and quizzes...

ok... now to see what have i completed or at least started....
public speaking....
- impromptu speech(individual) *this is done and dealt with... blogged about it too...
- speech outline (individual) *on the way~~ actually i just draft the whole thing... havent even rearrange the points yet....
- persuasive speech(individual) *this coming saturday.... gosh!!!! i'm currently so not ready... all my points are all over the place... i havent started on my powerpoint slides yet.... tuhan bless me...
- demonstrative speech(group) *title.... quite confirmed... research.... none... discussion... none... ish!!!

multimedia design and applications....
- corporate website... (group) *under progress... i'm in charge of the flash part which is killing my eyes and my brain....
- sketch book + report *things are here and there... everywhere... have to compile it this week... next week due... ahhhhh!!!
- presentation *this requires the whole website and the make-it-available-online part... so... nope... not done yet...

ok... so i have more than a dozen of things need to be done... why am i still here??? posting unnecessary blabs all over the place.... yeah... i will not be around if my pc can load like a dozen times faster... i wouldnt mind.... i have to wait for a few minutes for things to take action... not mentioning to wait for the flash to actually work... dududududu~~~

teh gee...

1. The age you’ll be on your next birthday:

-21... gosh!! i'm getting old!!!

2. Place you want to travel to:

- hmm.. japan... just to test out my broken japanese... or maybe korea.. but i just pick up korean... HK is a place i would like to stay, not travel.. haha.. you dont know me...

3. Your favorite place:

- my home sweet home of course... karaoke box(neway or redbox i dont mind)... sunway pyramid, the nearest and largest shopping mall around me...

4. Your favorite food:

- that's a lot to list down... well.. just let you know my all-time fav.... CHEESE!!!!

5. Your favorite pet:

- if i could have a pet panda, that will be nice... wahaha.. i'm just happy with my pet stuffed animals...

6. Favorite color combination:

- combination?? red and white or black or gray... blue and turqoise is kinda nice... purple and white...

7. Favorite piece of clothing:

- jeans... i prefer skinny jeans but my legs are kinda fat.. i love boots too but it's crazy to be wearing boots in malaysia...

8. Your all time favorite song:

- er... do you mean english song?? breaking free by zac efron and vanessa hudgens... high school musical fever now!!! wahahaha... although my high school days are long over... *soarin'... flyin'.... there's not a star in heaven that we cant reach~~~

9. Favorite TV show:

- gosh!! ini lagi banyak... skip TVB and other chinese shows lo..

Gossip Girl (XOXO)

Frontpage (currently kinda attached to it)

Realiti & Ghost (popiah's production)

10. First name of your significant other/crush:

- ahh??!! tada wo...


11. Which town do you live in:

- town?? is subang jaya a town??

12. Your screen name/nickname:

- P3 or Panda .

13. Your first job:

- err.....

14. Your dream job:

- scriptwriter cum director under TVB!!!

15. One bad habit that you have:

- what else??? my lazy-ness....

16. Worst fear:

- animals with feathers, birds, chickens, ducks... (except tweety bird and big bird)

17: Things you’d like to do before you die:

- banyak wey!! i dont wanna die yet!!

18. The 1st thing you’ll buy if you get $1,000,000:

- 1 mil?? letak dalam bank dulu and feed on the interest... be realistic... haha

19. Your husband/wife:

- ah??!!! tada significant other or crush now you ask me about husband/wife?? ish!!

20. Tagged anyone?

- whoever la... malas to tag...

i like my name~~ do you??

i used to think that my name is too typical that if you go out and shout my name, at least 5 people will answer.... sometimes i thought that my name is just too common that doesnt really show my "unique-ness"... wahaha.. however thanks to my mom and dad.... maybe they thought that my name is kinda typical as well they decided to add a very uncommon "T" in my name... which easily distinguishes my name and others which are similar....

anyway... i started to like my name more and more... as it is distinctive.... in other languages as well... because my name sounds the same... in english, malay, chinese, even japanese and korean...

ペイ　サン... my japanese name... is sounds the same as my english... since i'm using katakana... so it's like translating from english...

이 배 산 ... my korean name... that's what my korean language teacher showed me.... and it sounds the same as my english one or my chinese one... wahaha... other's all sound different but mine is still the same pronunciation... and boy korean typing is so hard!!! the alphabets actually does not match the syllables.... i have to try out every single key to know which is which... i'm now thinking about labeling them on my keyboard.... or maybe just copy them down...

freaky~~ dreams...

i'm not sure about others... but i usually have dreams about things that are gonna happen in the next few days... well not exactly what happen but it somehow resembles the event...

for instance... i'll be going for k-session with a bunch of friends... then i'll be having weird dreams about the microphone is not working or there are snakes in the k-room (this has nothing to do with the movie snake on the plane or what ever it's called because i never watch or plan to watch that movie)..... etc... or maybe i'll be dreaming for getting a very weird parking space the night before my afternoon class... however... none of the dreams came true... anyway if they do i'll be freaking the hell out because as you know in dreams anything could happen... like my proton is able to squeeze into a small gap that even a kancil might have problems fitting in.... and i can actually crawl out from the boots which is ridiculus because there's no way i could reach into the boots when i'm in the car...

well... just last night i have this close-to-the-real-thing dream about school....

it was my public speaking tutorials... and we are already required to present our persuasive speech... being totally unprepared... i was really stressed out as i think my number was 13(if i didnt mix up the real thing with it), and the presentations went on and on.... as though we have hours of public speaking tutorials...

until we reach student no.12.... dont ask me who is that because i seriously dont know... i quickly briefly recalled what did i plan to do for my persuasive speech... as i said i was struggling between two topics... and i dont know which to present... until i made up my mind... the class ended.... phew.... so that means i'm the first one presenting during the next class...

and guess what.... let me tell you the real thing that happened.... we were drawing lots during our multimedia design and applications lecture... where we are suppose to go to the class rep to draw our number... being a lazy panda... i just sat and wait until everyone is done drawing... the bag of numbers were passed around and until it got in front of my eyes... there were like around 3 numbers left.... wahahahaha.... guess what's my number???

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NO. 1!!!!

gosh!!! things cant get any freak-ier... i'm destinied to be the first to present no matter what... it said so in my dreams... as well as reality....

end of the class... i got to know from marc, kevin and joanne that our dear tutor... mr kuru actually predicted that i'll be the first to present for the persuasive speech.... yikes!!! it turns out that during our impromtu speech... pei shan got no.1... and our class happen to have 2 pei shan/tsan-s.... so during the next presentation the next pei shan/tsan (aka moi) is the first to go!!!!

how freaky can that be???!!!

public speaking presentations

should i be sharing about my impromtu speech presentation today???

maybe i should... i'll delay last wednesday's japanese cultural event thingy since it's already delayed for more than 1 week... so i guess... people are now used to the wait.... hee..

impromtu speech... the rules are like this.... who goes first of last will be decided by luck... which we had draw lots earlier before... i'm number 13... unlucky???
then when the time comes... the first person will pick his/her(in my class's case, is a Her) topic from a bunch of topics prepared by our tutor... then.... he/she have 2 minutes to prepare and after the 2 minutes is up... he/she will have to go up and present....

we'll just skip those before me... coz honestly... i dont really remember them... yah... my memory...

i was supposed to pick my topic when the person before me, which is when no.12(to protect his/her privacy, we'll call him/her 12....) 's speech reach around 2 and a half minutes.... well... frankly speaking... 2 minutes of preparation is never gonna be enough for me.... although everyone claimed that i have ample time to prepare but i am still not ready... 12 had a lot of pauses and was even give a chance to start again.... so that really gave me bonus time for preparation...

anyway... as i reach for my "lucky" topic... i actually caught a glimpse of 1 of the topics which was "death"... at first i thought... should i pick that one as i already saw it... but i cant think any points about death at the moment... so i just "try my luck" and see what my luck brings me... and guess what??? my topic is....


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ABORTION!!!

gosh!!! what the??!!! what kind of topic is this???!!!
anyway... i'll just stick to my luck... who knows what "brilliant"points may come to me when i'm preparing.... so i sat down half cursing my luck and the other half is cursing myself for not listening other previous presentations that involves abortion... i believe there was at least twice... this topic was presented in class for other subjects... and why didnt i listen???!!!! ok... i did listen... so why didnt i pay attention???!!! while cursing... i'm still busy scribbling down whatever that comes to my mind about abortion... as mentioned before... 12 paused for quite a while and even started over... so i had maybe more time that i was suppose to have...

however... when the tutor said that i'm up... i was like "i just sat down!!!" and i actually just finish writing the introduction and list down my 3 points... i was just thinking about the supporting details and my time is up!!!! gosh!!! why did i pick this topic???!!

ok... i went out... and just blab all my points and stuff that pops up in my brain... because i was just randomly picking out very random phrases from my mind, some sentences dont really link from start to end... but anyway... the trick is... to just blurt them out smoothly and assume its one sentence... people might be convinced that's its a sentence too... wahahaha....
just skip the details during my presentation....

after my presentation... i suddenly realise that the room was actually shivering cold... as i was shivering and shaking from the inside out.... ish!!!

i dont know how did i do... but the tutor's comments sounds ok... so i guess it should not be bad...

now next stop is to prepare my persuasive speech outline... i'm still struggling between 2 topics... both sounds boring.... but i still have to choose anyhow... ish!!!!

taaaaggeeee....

-tagged by chenghui... sorry it took so long



5 things in my bag:
(which bag?? i assume its my uni bag)
umbrella
pencil case
notebook
biscuits
korean level 1 textbook



5 things in my head:
persuasive speech topic
korean cha-um
multimedia design and application assignment
will i be able to get a parking space later??
what's with the slow-ness of my pc??



5 words I frequently use
apasal
ish
very obvious la(in cantonese or mandarin) <-- it has 3 words already
wait~~
die lo~~




5 recent smses received:
~~nitez
dont tell~~
what~~
do we need to ~~
you can come at~~



5 recent things I just did:
ate breakfast
installing softwares
searching for images
read the newspaper
bath



5 things in my wardrobe:
shirts
jeans
shorts
skirt
T uniform



5 things I just ate:
bread
cheese
biscuit
-last night- rice
fish



5 people I'm tagging

hui ping

ching yong

cheryl

rachel (i dont care if she does it or not, i'm still tagging her!!!)

sheh lee

old dreams~~~

just done watching field trip USA on 8tv... and that reminds me.... i used to dream of going to USA... disneyland and stuff... back then... when i was a so-called banana with not more than 3 sentences of mandarin in mind (wo bu hui hua yu(i dont know mandarin), bu zhi dao(dunno), bu yao(dont want))... well maybe there's more than three... but i was once an english speaking girl who went to a chinese primary school... thinking that chinese words have too many strokes and stuff and are too complicated.... unlike english with only 26 alphabets....

back to my "english" days... my parents used to speak to me in english all the time since i was born... maybe a little hokkien but hardly any mandarin... only sometimes when there are classes in kindergarten and stuff... forgot to mention... i grew up in a kindergarten... it's call peter pan kindergarten... no, it does not exist already... but it was situated in PJ... somewhere near assunta girls' school i think.... some of the students speak mandarin... so there's where i start picking up little by little of mandarin... but i was only 2 years old.... how much can i absorb?? so i used to read english books.... the very famous "peter and jane"... enid blyton and the other stories series... watch english tv shows... sesame street (my favourite), full house (the one starring bob saget and the olsen twins, NOT the one with rain and song hye gyo), beverly hills 90210 (its currently showing on 8tv!!!), wheel of fortune(the english version of our very own roda impian), win lose or draw, america's funniest home video (hosted by bob saget, i used to be a great fan of his), the cosby show, and many many other tv shows of that era i suppose.... i was hardly exposed to chinese... wahahaha...

that is why i always wanted to go to america... first i wanted to visit sesame street... my cousin who is currently living there... told me that their house was just a few streets away from sesame street and keep asking me to come and visit them..... i still wonder whether it's true or not... because when she told me that i was around 4 or 5 years old, i think....

watching field trip usa.... triggers my old dream of going to america once again... after being burried deep into my mind for so long... which was after i started watching files of justice from TVB and several mediacorp series... and then enrolled into chinese school... started speaking mandarin... reading chinese books until now.... my chinese has overtook my standard of english... i'm currently more confident in chinese than my english.... what a shame!!!!

well... i was once a looking-to-the-west girl turn into currently a looking-to-the-east girl.... learning japanese and korean... focusing on my mandarin... wishing to work in hong kong... putting down my old dreams of going to america and further my studies... well... although things have changed... but i still hope to go there one day... just to see sesame street...

heee...

i'm finally back!!!!

guess how long have i been wandering away from my blog???? and it's not my fault!!! it's my connection... then my pc.... everything has not been going so well after all... and it always happens during my short semester....



some may think that i should not put the blame on my luck again... but how could it be a coincidence if i only went through 2 short semesters in my uni lfe and i always have to face computer and connection problems during that time???? there's no explanation towards that arent they???



if you wanna confirm... i'm quite sure that i have post something about my connection during my last short semester... which is around february or march last year.... i was required to create a website and also make it available online... and my connection just have to play along and i cant upload anything.... anybody with website-creating background will know that in order to make a website available online.... you'll have to upload all your whatsoever pictures, images, graphics (i know they are all the same thing... but just let me fill more words into my post as i have not been posting for so long...), videos and stuff online to get them work on the website... so how am i going to make it available online if i cant upload???? in the end... kah yee and i used the uni's internet lab to upload everything.... and boy, that took us a while....

and now... also another short semester... also another website-creating assignment... and also another make-the-website-available-online request is on..... so now... what will happen to my very very vitally important technology????

internet-connection: ah-ha!! maybe i should flicker the dsl light a little bit and just freak her out.... push off the internet connection for a few days... it's just the first
week of study... nothing much needed from me....

thank you very much.... i'm really freaked out ok..... i cant go online... i cant do research... i cant search for details and info... i cant blog... i cant facebook.... i cant reply the mails the japanese kids sent to me... ish!!!! then today... finally... my dad call up telekom to get them to fix the phone line... ya.. the phone line is causing problems... maybe i should change the character of the dialogue above... maybe not.... it's seems ok though....

next....

pc: ah now... this girl have been torturing me non-stop when mr internet connection was on vacation.... on and off... on and off... just to see if the stupid explorer is loading or not.... so now i think i'll just "mogok" and let her know who's the boss!!!! the next time is the last time she gets me turn on.... (ok, this sounds weird)

why la???!!!!! now my pc is toasted!!!! cannot on it at all!!!!!! argh!!!!!!! so what shall i do now??? i know my laptop will always come in handy but the problem is... i prefer doing things using the pc... because the laptop screen can really kill my eyesight... everything seems so bright eventhough i adjust the brightness to the lowest of all....

so now... do you agree that i always have bad luck with our very handy-dandy online technology during short semesters... i still have one more to go... i wonder what else will happen to my computer... laptop... connection... whatsoever......

hi hoe...

wahaha... it's almost 12 am... why am i still here facing the computer instead of hugging my pillow and dreaming on??? it's because my dreaded timetable doesnt require me to wake up early the next morning in order to get parking space... in conjunction with that.... i dont have to sleep that early either...

the first class starts at 3pm, man!!!! why should i wake up at 6am???? nothing else to do???!!!

but now i'm not sure actually what time shoul di leave the house.... because i'm not really familar with the road condition during this time of the day... usually i'll most probably be on the other side of the road happily driving my way back home.... now... i'll be dragging my dreaded soul to uni and also to search for parking space... i hate afternoon classes!!!! or this is more towards evening already??!!!! am i going to a night school???!!! gosh!!!

so now... i'm still figuring out what time should i leave the house... for your info... this post has been saved overnight because i dont think it's long enough to be posted... hahahaha.... so it's around 11.20am now.... i'm typing while playing with d-ken... my pet in pet society... trying to win some more paw points in order to get a bigger house for my d-ken... it's kinda small in my opinion... as d-ken loves to buy stuff (it's more like the OWNER is the ONE who LOVES to buy stuff...)... there's not enough space to put all his stuff around the house... maybe some of you should try playing with pet society... it's really cute!!!

or maybe you can also try guess the sketch... also in facebook... that is why i love facebook... they always have a lot of cool games.... it's something like win, lose or draw... if you are from my generation, you should know this gameshow.... i forgot the host's name... but you SHOULD know la... unless you dont watch tv at the age of 2-5... then you are forgiven... heee... its really fun... and you get to DRAW~~~ not that i like drawing but it can be kinda fun when everybody is about hte same standard... hahahahah....

i'm still clueless about what time should i be leaving for uni.... boy, i hate that timetable!!!!!

coming back...

ok ok... i should not be this irresponsible and just dump my blog aside while i keep updating the other two... not actually that i give those blogs frequent updates... but just that these few days i have been updating them instead of this one...


i should be fair to all my blogs and follow my blog quota... this blog should have more than 5 posts a month....


today... i went to meet hui ping for lunch at giant... why meet at giant??? because she works at a company opposite giant.... we had our lunch at giant's food court... and we talk about stuff... her work.... my STUPID timetable... her work... my PATHETIC results.... her work.... my STUPID and PATHETIC timetable again... her work.... she's been sharing a lot about her work... well.. that's what i was curious about anyway... although i'm not really into chemistery but at least i still know what is quality control... which is the department she's in... she does a lot of measuring stuff... for samples i guess... to test.... something like that.... anyway... her lunch hour was only 1 hour so she had to leave not long after we finish our meal.... ish ish... i'll meet her up some time later for lunch due to my STUPID timetable that doesnt require me to go to school at the break of dawn in order to get parking space....


(on second thought, i rather wake up at the break of dawn for parking space)


after she left... i went in giant to get a few groceries my mom wanted... and i realised that i should not have push a trolley because all i need to get is just a tin of milo and some maggi mee... i can even hold them with my bare hands.. but i love pushing the trolley around so i just took one without thinking whether do i need it... in the end... the trolley was to big to fit into the express lane which people go to when they have less than 10 items... so i lined up in the normal line and waited for my turn...


it was drizzling when i stepped out of giant... luckily it did not turn heavy before i reach home... or else i'll be dripping wet...


there's like 3 more days for my sem break... and i'll have to go back to uni and follow my STUPID + PATHETIC timetable.... sheesh... what should i be doing within these 3 days???

just to update...

how long has it been since i last blogged???

i'm so sorry for the seriously-lacking-0f-updates...

i really lost my blogging mood these few days...

i dont know why...

my blogging spirit has somehow just vanish into thin air or evaporated or something.... i dont feel it around me anymore....

sigh.....

why is this happening????

i used to have loads of crap to fill in post after post in my blog.... so that it's frequently updated and everybody will have something new to read everytime they drop by....

but now... the urge has just disappeared....

i dont feel like blogging or uploading anything into my blog.....

i actually have loads to blog about... my recent hk trip.... which was really really fun... although it was short... but at least i still get to meet some friends... who took the time to travel over to tsim sa tsui to meet me... and take me to places in tsim sa tsui... because i said i cant go far....

and even hang out in my hotel room when my dad went off for a meeting leaving me alone from morning till evening.... so nice of them....
they even help me wander around to look for stuff cheng hui and gang requested from hk...

thanks bing, jase, sean....

and also thanks kyle for calling me to check whether i'm ok following the local tour all by myself... i really appreciated that....

what else??? i miss hk already when i step down the plane.... and missed it even more when i reached home...

if there's a chance to work in tvb, hong kong... i'll just quit utar and fly there straight away... maybe stay with my cousin temporarily while i search for a cheap and small space for me to live in...

until i earn enough to pay for my degree(if its not completed in utar) or maybe.... master... if i get to pass all my subjects in degree (aka utar...)

.... that's all for my update....

I'm Back!!

i have gone through a hard time looking for these yo!!! up and down everywhere....

so dont complain!!