Goodbye.... Xu Weilun

No 1 saw dat coming...... a taiwanese actress --- Xu Weilun died because of a car crash 2 days ago... although i'm not a fan of hers... but i still do feel sorry 4 her family n frens... 28 yrs old... wat a young age 2 end a life.... when i saw d news on a website, i was like: r u serious????? dis muz b sum kinda joke.... how can sum1 die so suddenly????? then i clicked into d news n saw d whole thing n finally believed dat d beautiful angel has left us all....

i watched sum of her series... i'm not very good at judging other ppl's acting but she acted kinda fine 2 me... n she's cute... i really like her long straight hair.... until i saw her playing d harp on d taiwanese variety show... thn dat really amused me.... i never knew harps do exist until dat time.... i always thought dat it's sum kinda musical intruments played by angels in cartoons n comics... but when u c her playing... u can really c an angel in her...
as a girl from a rich family.... she does work as hard as everybody.. never show any signs of disgust when asked 2 do sumthing she's not comfortable doin... she'll always try her best....
she's juz 28 yrs old... i guess she really had a lot of things in mind dat she haven't completed... but a cruel accident juz seize her chance away... how sad....
i dont hav any of her series.. sigh.... d only thing i hav about her is an interview show of her n Cyndi wang... i'll keep it wif me as a memory... as dat's d oni thing i hav....

Goodbye.... Xu Weilun.... u will always b missed......

Tribute to:

Xu Weilun...

May she rest in peace

End of exams... Holiday time!!!!!!

Done with my final exams.... ended with my final subject yesterday... yooo-hoo.... wat a blast!!!! i'm finally off 4 a holiday!!!!! i've been waiting so long.... its finally here!!!!!!!!
before i go crazy.... let me say a few words bout my exams....
1. writing 4 biz: erm.... plain english... ntg much.... hopefully can score A.....
2. management studies: aiks... dis is a hard 1.... almost 4got bout d Qs now... but all i remember is..... i think its not gonna turn out good..... but there's always hope....
3. social psychology: as u know, dis is a psycho subject.... so ntg much 2 expect.... wondering if i wrote enuf 4 d essay part... cuz 25 marks per essay is quite a lot... n how many points do they need anyway?????
4. Marketing: sigh..... i'm actually quite confident with dis 1 but just a stupid dumbo silly mistake i've done dat might cost me my A..... i skipped d Q which i'm confident n went on wif 1 dat i'm not really as confident.... i know i'm a dumbo..... but regrets r kinda late now... so i'll keep my fingers crossed 4 my A....... (praying hard)
5. sociology: o ya... b4 i start wif dis 1.... i hav a few words 4 miss deborah ten..... dis is a subject 4 u wey!!!!!!! i got a Q which is made juz 4 u... here goes: you are chosen to represent malaysia for a "cultural exchange program" to japan. how wud u apply the symbolic interaction perspective (which plainly means ways of interaction) in d daily interaction between you n your new japanese frens?????????? isnt dis a Q juz 4 u???? when i saw dis Q, how i wish u were there 2 answer it 4 me...... but unfortunately u r not, so i'll juz do wat i do best.... starting crapping bout things dat i dun think even exists!!!!! d rest r ntg better.... hu knows wat is "ethno methadology"???
6. writing 4 mass comm: my very last subject... counted as my favourite subject due 2 my coursework n interest... dis paper went kinda well.... not much complaints.... still crossing my fingers 4 an A.....
okey dokey now.... done..... thru wif exams....

off planning 4 karaoke trips now.... any1 interested??????????

Lucky.... Yay!!!!

lucky, lucky, lucky me...... i juz got back my mass comm assignment bout news story writing with some slight peek at my group members mark, i found dat i was d highest of them all... yaya yay yay yay!!!! (i'm not dat mean.. but once u know wat my so-called group members contributed in "our" assignments, u wun think dat i'm d mean 1 then...) 31/35.... lost 2 marks on contents n language respectively... i was really satisfied with d mark until sum of my frens went 2 ask bout where-they-lost-their-marks.... so after a round of listening bout all kinds of mistakes.. i started 2 wonder where did i lost dat 2 marks... so i decided 2 ask after they r done... i approach d tutor n ask: miss, may i know where did i lost marks?????? then... she took my paper n start checking... n 2 my surprise she actually said: actually i shud hav given u d 2 marks, u did not do anything wrong, u got d quotes correctly n identified them correctly.... then, she took a pen n changed my marks in d content from 23 to 25, which is full marks!!!! yahoooo..... hehe..... dat means i got 33 out of 35... yay yay yay!! (dun throw things or boo me cuz dis is d oni high marks i got.... pls kesian me la...)
but now, i'm really starting 2 feel dat i really made d right choice of d degree programme.... cuz usually my high marks r from those mass comm subjects such as public speaking 4 last sem n writing 4 mass comm in dis sem.... i even got a 9.6 out of 10 4 my presentation in mass comm... so i din step into 2 wrong path... like public speaking... 18/20 & 46/50 each 4 both presentations 4 me is really satisfying....
unlike those business subjects dat i was forced 2 take.... which really pulled my cgpa down... thank god, i din choose 2 study business in d 1st place.... or else... i'll b regreting n cursing all d way thru my foundation until i get 2 switch my degree course.... phew.........
Now, i'm in mood 2 study already... thx 2 my mass comm marks....

New com... a new beginning....

Yohohoho.... dis is my 1sy blog posting thru my new computer here.... yay yay yay... my new computer is finally in d hse... wat's d difference??? its black.... d keyboard is smaller... all my old documents gone... cant type chinese cuz no chinese star... not use 2 using d language option way.. so hav 2 wait til sum1 lend me d chinese star cd.....
My finals is juz around d corner n boy i havent start anything yet except showing up 4 classes which lecturers will b doin their revision... stick my ears straight up n try hard 2 remember everything dat is heard... focus hard 4 any tips or hints.... but unfortunately... no specific tips r out from their mouths yet.... hopefully 2 hear some 2moro n saturday.....
my coursework marks arent dat good or up 2 wat expected... i'll put d blame on certain group member cuz e did NOTHING!!!! but anyway... means i have 2 work extra hard 2 gain my As which is almost impossible cuz i hav 2 score almost full marks in every subject which is a riduculus thing in dis sem where d subjects are like 100 times harder than d ones last sem.... n i already got a low cgpa.... pray hard.... very very very hard.....
hmm.... i miss my old frens... i wish we r in d same uni... frens in uni juz dun feel d same as old ones... different perception on things.... but at least i manage 2 hav a few good frens... hehe... thank god....
looking forward 2 my holidays but it doesnt mean dat i'm looking forward 4 my finals juz dat its b4 my holidays doesnt mean dat i want it 2 come but i wan holidays... wat d hell m i saying???? crazy... blame it on d finals... haha..
looking forward 4 chinese new yr too.... but not my 3rd sem although chinese new yr a d week b4 my 3rd sem reopen.... okok... thru wif those looking forward stuff...
wow... its 10 already.... shud b getting ready 4 bed now....

a start of a boring day.....

Aiks.... ntg 2 do so early in d morning.... my class doesn't start until 10.30 a.m. n its juz 8.35 a.m. now.... hanging in d internet lab n seeing my credit going lesser n lesser.... sigh.... its so boring!!!!!!
Sum ppl may n asking y m i so early in skool since my class oni starts at 10.30??? well, frankly speaking i'm not willing 2 come so early but for 2 sake of...... (drumrolls) PARKING SPACE!!!! n these days my uni decided 2 renovate d parking areas which means there will b lesser parking spaces in my skool... wat a dumb thing 2 do during d start of skool... dumbo dumbo, its january now!!!! d uni will b expecting freshies, which oso means there'll will b more students coming in n we cant really afford 2 shrink our parking spaces now!!!!! Dumbo!!!!! but anyway... i still manage 2 get parking space dat will last me till 6 p.m. 2day as i reached skool at bout 7 in d morning.... slept in d car 4 bout 50 mins n woke up wif a stiff neck so decided 2 sleep on d other side 4 another 10 mins so dat i wun b tilting my head all day.... sigh....
Happy belated bday 2 rae!!!! i hope u enjoyed wat we planned 4 u yesterday.... i'll hav 2 delay ur present cuz i haven got anything in mind wat 2 buy 4 u...... n i'm already broke 4 d entire week... hehe... maybe ask my mum 2 giove u angpow during CNY.... haha... bday present... hahahahaha..... o ya... b4 i 4get.... how did u find d shirt we bought 2 gether????? it fits nicely rite???? i know i will.... hahahahaha.... wear it out 2gether 1 day... (did u notice dat my font color's a lil similar 2 d shirt?????)
too many clothes in my closet... any1 knows how can i donate them 2 d needies?????? kesian them not enuf clothes 2 wear while i keep buying n buying n buying....... if u happen 2 know a way of donating clothes... pls leave a msg at my chatbox.... so dat i can c it d 1st thing when i log into my blog... thx a lot!!! peace 4 eva!!!!!
o ya.... i 4got 2 mention bout d mickey mouse handphone i saw in my frens hands... omg!!!!! i always wanted 1 but it s too expensive 2 afford... i cant believe my fren actually cud get hold of it thru ebay.... i never trust internet sales.... afraid of being con.... but she's so lucky!!!!!!!!!! do any1 mind 2 give me dat as a prezzie 4 my bday dis yr???? hehehe... juz kidding.... i know its really expensive but i dun mind having d winnie the pooh version.... hahahahaha... i know i'm insane..... dun take it seriously...... it muz b bcuz of d boredom i'm gonna suffer 4 another 1 n a half hr later....

welcome 2007

Well, 10 more mins 2 d 2007!!! A new year is right around d corner... is any1 excited???
well, i cant really think of anthing 2 write now.. i guess most of u will be waiting 4 d countdown at parties now.... well, i wud rather stay at home so dat i can go straight 2 sleep after d countdown.... my tv is on 2 wait 4 d live telecast of d countdown...
d bubbly hosts: 3, 2, 1 Happy New Year!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
every1 screaming all d way..... in d tv of cuz.... its really quiet here... but i dun mind...
bye bye 2006, i had a fine yr then.... (fireworks everywhere...)
-open d door 2 watch fireworks-
my new year resolutions:

1. slim down a lil bit....
2. get higher cgpa
3. finish all my fanfics..
4. have a chance 2 get a part time job at d tv station...
5. clear my room
6. clear my stuff all around d hse... (stop my mum from nagging)
7. get my new computer...

Dat shud b all... i'll update if i think of anymore...

Happy new year 2 all my frens n family!!!!! wish every1 will hav a good yr ahead!!

Waiting....

Now here i am... in my school's interent lab waiting 4 my 10 o'clock class 2 start.... (soree... HP 4 not able 2 fetch u 2 skool cuz i wanna get up later... but maybe 1/2 an hr later is not really considered "later"... hish... watever...) i was planning 2 get up late 2day but d fear of no-parking-space really scares me.... so i reached skool at 7.40.... stayed in my car until 8.30 n head up 2 d internet lab at 8.45....
Juz back from cherating yesterday... was a lil worried bout d floods earlier but it turn out ok there... no floods.. i think d serious part is juz d north n south part of m'sia.... went there 4 days 3 nites... din really do anything d 1st day... went shopping in kuantan d 2nd day.... off 2 c turtles on d 3rd day... n finished my assignment on d 4th day.... dis is d 1st time i bring my laptop on a holiday 4 skool work purposes.... spent half of d 3rd day doin d power point slides 4 my management studies presentation and completed it on d 4th day rite b4 we head home... kinda proud of myself....hehehehehe... at 1st, i finished 15 pages in 3 days juz by myself n now i can actually finish d power point slides of d same assignment in 2 days....dis actually happen 2 b group work but i manage 2 finish everything all by myself... hehehe.... not bad huh???
din really buy anything at cherating cuz d fillings in my pocket r running low.... there's ntg special 2 buy anyway.... so better not waste money... save some 4 shopping...
went 2 mid valley last last week... wonder did they make it 2 1U last friday????? planning 2 go redbox on maybe nex week or so.... then i can oso shop at pyramid....
there's still another 40 mins now... wat shud i do nex?????
maybe update my other blog... but i have been hiding my postings nowadays 2 not offend any1.... been kinda harsh on words lately..... so those r only 4 personal readings n oso a way 2 release stress......
o ya... i 4got... i'm still using d skool computer which hav no chinese software.... sigh... cant really update now.... d moniter at home is down.... total blackout... hoping 2 get a new com... since dis 1 is a lil out-dated...... pity my siblings hu hav no computer available 4 them on d last week of holidays.... hopefully i cud get a new com by nex week.... my laptop is a lil slow 2 count on....

Dumbo....

2day, as i was walking out of the skool 2 get my car after class.. i found i piece of paper clipped under my wiper of my car.. At 1st, i was it was a "saman" but i did not double park so how can it b a "saman"??? Then, i suddenly have a feeling dat i know wat's coming 2 me.... so i took d paper n read it.. well, i was right... it was regarding an minor accident i had last month...
- flashbacks -
i juz finished my exams n it was 6.40 in d evening, raining heavily as i got into my car start d engine n try 2 catch a chance to reverse out of my parking space... When i saw a chance of reversing.. which was when i saw thru my mirror dat a proton car braked in d middle of d road, so logically i reversed... wat i didn't know is there was actually a black savvy not far in fornt of d proton, without knowing dis, i bumped into dat savvy... but due 2 d rain, none of us came out from d car n check... panic-ing, i quickly drove back into my parking space n observe d reaction of dat savvy but dono he or she did not come out n went on... so after a few minutes, i drove off using another route since i cant reverse into d lane i want.....
- wnd of flashbacks -
back 2 wat happen 2day... d paper wrote " You Are Wanted... Remember (date) incident?? h/p no." wat the??? m i a criminal or sumthing??? wat do u mean by u r wanted??? wat kind of Dumbo will write such rude phrases????? even Dumbo is smarter than u la!!!!!! it shud be: " regarding on (date) incident, pls call dis num..." a person hu hav enuf sense will call u bac n take d responsibility of d bill.... Doesnt dat sound better???? Never learn proper english writing??? teacher never teach???? or u never learn???? never learn then dun apply uni la!!!!!! i know i'm at fault in dis incident but dis is no way 2 write a note.... i did not say dat i'm not goin 2 pay responsibility, i din say dat i was goin 2 run... juz dat day d traffic was too bz so i went off using other route... u can always find my car parking outside skool... but y now only u approach me wif such tone as if i kill sum1... i guess u hav already fixed ur car n add sum other things too.... trying 2 cheat me huh????
Ok... done wif dat frustrating stupid paper.... i finish my 1st sudoku game.... dat's sumthing better 2 share... as sum1 hu hate numbers... n never want 2 touch numbers.. its kinda surprising 4 me 2 finish a game... I'll try other simple sudoku puzzles nex time when i hav d mood n its easy enuf 4 me... now i understand y my mum n sis like dat game so much...
Another thing... i completed my management studies assignment... 15 pages in 3 days all by myself.. i'm quite proud of myself 4 dat... hehehehehe... Now off 4 marketing assignment....

assignments drive me CRazy

Assignments, assignments, assignments and more assignments, wat a "pleasant" and "fun" activity to do during d long weekends... SIgh... I have 3 due nex week n 1 more which the due date have not been announced.... screw d lecturer!!!!!
OK... done with d complaining... wait... my finger nails r kinda long, they r disturbing my typing... i better go cut them off 1st... hold on 4 a few minutes... will ya??????

- click click click- (sounds of d nail clipper).............

Ok, i'm done... n dat certainly feels much better..... i'll clear my nail polish later... Well, all of a sudden, i felt dat i changed a lot... i used 2 like make up but i never dared 2 put them on my face, i'll juz b playing wif d colors of d eye shadow that was never been finish by my mum after so many yrs.... but now i have my own make up bag, hehe, hooray 4 me... i'll usually b playing wif them at home n washing it off b4 any1 sees me , get d shock of their life...... hahaha
If i ever get 2 slim down my legs( soree 4 my super over obsession about slimming my legs, but i still think they r fat!! ), i'll b wearing short skirts (or maybe above knee length skirts) like nobody's business( which i think will not happen b4 i get rid of those scars...), get a few more high heels to increase my height n wear then stable-ly.... hahahaha... hehehe... then i'll b able 2 masuk tvb n jadi lenglui director.... hahahahahahahaha (doink) huh?? ooo d pillow drop on my head... dream too much liao.... sigh... i think it's d assignments, they r driving me nuts.... there may b possiblities 4 me 2 bcome a director but lenglui director is a bit too much.... siao siao siao.......
Back 2 my assignments n end wif my stupid dreams....

Press Conference

Hehehe.... 2day's my press conference... d only presentation dat i'm actually looking forward to... Well.. it turn out pretty well i supposed judging from d comments d tutors gave to my group... i muz admit ours was a bit different from others... as we hav "special" entrance n our way of answering quetions is dufferent from others...
Instead of sitting on place straight away b4 our press conference starts, we decided 2 make an entrance... by letting d PR officer introduce us in... it'll look more eye catching in dat way... n music will b played--- London Bridge by Fergie... so i din waste my money buying d cd cuz it quite paid off as a setting...
My role is as fergie's manager is quite easy 2 handle cuz i dun really hav dat much questions as "fergie" herself... but our answerings r much different from other groups as they juz hav a 1 to 1 question n answer... we still interact between each other when answering n d tutor is quite pleased wif wat we hav done... Nice 1!!!
well, now i hav done my most exciting assignment presentation of all n bac 2 those dull business subjects' assignments 2 be completed... how torturing... Helo... i'm a mass comm student here.... i know by doin these subjects we will b able 2 gain extra knowledge but i juz dun like them.... Wat 2 do????
I realise dat i hav posting blogs here more than d older 1... better go back n update a lil on it...

fats or scars??

Hohoho.. we have now come 2 an end of november n marching down into december, d last month of the yr... the yr 2006 is gonna end soon.... wat were my new yr resolutions???? O ya... like other yrs which is 2 slim down... but currently my weight hav never changed... So i'll just change from slim down 2 a more narrow area of slimming which is my legs.... since i never work on slimming down on d whole so i'll just hav 2 work wif d legs... However... my legs now r full of scars... both my knees n my thigh.. so wat's d point of slimming down since my purpose of slimming down is 2 wear short pants n never feel awkward wif d size of my legs... d ugly scars hav now make me feel even more awkward wearing shorts... so.. i guess dat means no more short pants or skirts 4 me.... sigh.... but i'll still wear them just maybe once in a blue moon... depends on my mood actually.... boy, my jeans r tight...
done wif my legs now... now moving 2 my mock press conference 2moro.... hehehehe... it will b special... different from wat other groups hav done... thinking-out-of-d-box is wat wanted from mass comm students.... Not bad... it kinda funny while discussing them... well, Mr. triple B sure change a lot since we celebrated his bday 4 him on tuesday.... He's more responsible now... but i still hate him sum of d times... cant really change dat... just dont hate him dat much... teoratically it shud b like from a 1000 times of hatred changed 2 maybe 500 times.... well, just ignore my childishness bout d "i dun fren u" part....
Off 2 choose my outfit 4 2moro...

2 months holiday but there's none 4 me..

Its d last day of skool for most of the students, everybody must be really excited about their holiday plannings... When everybody is bz wif their plans during d holidays, whether 2 go shopping, travel, get a part time job, or just stay at home doing ntg.... here i am sitting in front of the cold computer rushing off with my assignments paperwork that hav 2 be done by 2day n hand in by 2moro....
Sigh.... every1 enjoying their holidays except me... watever... doin assignemnts can b kinda enjoying... ( wat the?????? Stop lying to urself wey!!!! dat's no way of comfortation...) well, maybe i shud say it dis way... doin assignments can b quite "enjoying"....
Its jusco day yesterday in mid valley... i really regret not goin.... discounts up 2 70%!!!!! i wanna buy clothes!!!! lip gloss!!! maskara!!!! foundation!!!! new jeans!!!! jackets!!!! shoes!!!! ahh........ i just wanna go shopping!!!!!! Miss the fun of buying things.... got my atm card now... hahahahaha... but i'm still a lil cautious on spending so i might not b even using it....
I miss karaoke too.... miss d mics n remote control... the nice sofa.... d food which keeps u from singing... d very cold air-conditioners..... When am i goin b hav d time 4 those??? maybe week 11 or so... i shud b quite free except 4 my finals...
watching "so u think u can dance" now, really impressed by their performance, if only i could dance like them but dat will b like a thousand yrs later... after several recarnations until i can hav 2 pontential on dancing in me... anyway, i've tried my best and i hav no regrets cuz i hav no professional training... (although i'm not fond of william hung but his lines seems quite useful..) but till now i'm still learning dancing thru music videos.... just imitating their moves... never got 1 done yet cuz its kinda hard 2 remember.... But i'm not goin in 2 d dancing field anyway... so hu cares??? its juz about interest.... nobody seen me dance so i dun hav 2 worry bout laughing and critism.... dun worry, nobody will b able 2 c me dancing... cuz i'm doin it in private... saved ur eyes.....
("so, i dun think i can dance but i really enjoy dancing!!")

4 hrs break at 1 Utama...

Hey heyhey... 2day is a saturday... i know 2 most of u.. or maybe all of u.. Saturdays r rest days.. the weekends... where ppl spend time out shopping, waking up late, hanging out... But 4 me, unfortunately... Saturday is no rest day but a normal skool day, which i hav 2 wake up early, drive 2 skool in d not-so-heavy traffic.. attend boring lectures...etc
In normal saturdays, my class is from 8-10a.m. a 2 hr lecture then balik but 4 2day, due 2 sum replacement class, my class actually hav a 4 hrs break after d lecture n b4 our nex replacement class... Siao... Lucky 4 us, we hav plans 4 dat 4 hrs break... which is go 2 1u!!!!! Our main idea of goin 1u is 2 play bowling but after slight consideration, sum of us went 4 karaoke instead... hahahahaha(HP, dun jealous.... i promise 2 belanja u d..) we sang 4 2 hrs & lepaskan all our stress...
Hehe, i know my driving skills really cannot pakai n my sense of direction oso very lembap.. so Darren, thanks 4 leading me all d way 2 1U & back 2 d campus...N thanks 4 d ice cream too.... hehehe... My car cant go very fast... thx 4 bearing wif my speed.. i know u like 2 race around d parking lot wif ur car...
To bluey(dono izzit ok 4 me 2 mention names here, but i dun think they r reading my blogs anyway, so hu cares...), thanks 4 letting me explore ur make-up bag... din know there r so many types of cosmetics besides foundation, blusher, eye shadow, maskara, lipstick/lipgloss... i really muz get hold of sum n try them out.... u muz teach me o!!!! I wanna learn how 2 make-up!!! i wanna learn hip-hop dance!!!! i wanna join d stage-performance club!!! I wanna slim down!!!! i wan D***** out of my group!!!! i rather take ash instead... D***** is a jerk!!!! he's no gentleman, not even qualified 2 b a man... U r out of our gang now anyway... c how will u survive... Darren will make sure ur life will stay miserable, u'll pay 4 wat u hav done.... wahahahaha(evil laugh)....

Bz... bz... busy.....

If any1 tells u dat uni life is honeymoon, he/she is lying!!!! As i have been through (counting) 1..2..3... about 6 months of uni life, there was never a day free from d feeling of there's sumthing i've not done... there's another assignment due-ing soon, there's a presentation next week..... Sigh... dat's life... Honestly i dun mind if my life is fully occupied by film shooting, screen play, stage play organization... etc but my life is now occupied by marketing proposals, managing reports, the advantages & disadvantages of m'sia as a plural country, business letters... etc... wat's course am i taking actually???? business????
All bcuz of all these damn assignments, i hav 2 give up d opportunity 2 join d stage performance club n give up my chance of learning dancing wif a fren.... Wat a big sacrifice!!!! The only assignment i'm kinda excited about is my mock press conference 4 writing for mass communication... We hav decide our event n now we hav 2 plan it out n get d setting ready, then send out invations 2 out 2 my so-called media....
There's has been a long time since the last time i went shopping with frens... although we do go off shopping between classes during 2 hour break time but there's always d time factor pulling me from shopping freely... Hopefully during d 4 hour break on saturday, we can go 2 1u n shop puas-puas.. i'm more than happy 2 sponsor d tranportation which is my car... but in 1 condition, my class will hav 2 hav enuf gas left 4 my 2 drive home... hehehehe...
p/s: Jason, Sean, Matt, Ray, if u guys r reading my blog, i'm so very sorry that haven't meet u guys even u guys hav reached m'sia 4 like 2-3 days... i really dun hav 2 time, i hav replacement classes 2moro n d day after... i might b meeting u guys on friday but i'll contact u guys later( or maybe u guys can contact me instead.. i dun mind.. "d number is...(u know wat...) n dun call after 10 cuz i will have off-ed my handphone"<--- Sean, ur favourite line, juz dat i modified a lil 2 make it look like mine.. =P )

Assignments...

Huhuhuhu..... 2moro's sunday!!! my 1 n only rest day!!! Yippee!! (suddenly a great big pile of imaginary papers fall on my head..) Oooh... my assignments' question paper... SIgh... i think dat means no rest day 4 me... every subject has it's assignments.. y???
Anyway, i'm now doin my social psychology assignment. i have changed my research topic from obesophobia to claustrorophobia ( fear of confined spaces) but i'm still considering aviophobia (fear of flying), wondering which 1 should i do??? any suggestions???
Then i'll still hav 2 continue wif my marketing assignment which is d lauching of my so call company's "new product" , i hav 2 start doin d SWOT analysis b4 its too late...
Dat's not all.. i still hav d management assignemnts untouched.. sigh... its kinda hard i hav 2 select a country 2 do business with then consider all d prblems i may encounter.... damn pro... maybe after this course i can switch 2 business if i want which i think it will never happen...
3 down, not really down, 2 b accurate its "listed down", now 2 my socialogy assignment... wat's d advantages & disadvantages of then plural society??? i need 2 each which can have a lot of elaboration...
Oh-no!!!1 i 4got all bout my press conference!!!! wat am i goin 2 do??? any1 hav any ideas 4 my press conference, i need a special subject... not those ordinary events dat we c almost everyday... Help!!
Writing 4 business... d question is not wif me, i will assume dat's its not wanted yet...
So now, i'm off continuing with my assignments.... Feeling kinda sleepy, i may go off 2 sleep after my hair is completely dry...

Back seaters rulez!!!

Today is a really nice day cuz i get 2 go home early 2day... hehehehe... i was supposed 2 hav replacement class until 3.30 2day but d class was cancelled n besides dat, i got an early off from d last class of d day which d class finish bout less then 1 1/2 hrs... how nice...
Well, frankly i'm not a hardworking person but i know wat's good 4 me n wat's not... so i still concentrate in classes although some my frens r busy chatting beside me n i still manage 2 copy d lecture notes from d screen in front although i'm sitting at d back row... Dat proves dat i still hav sense about wat's important 2 me... Some lecturers r juz bias on d students hu sit in front of d class... they think dat they r d only ones hu took d lectures seriously n really wanted 2 learn n gain knowledge... wat bout d ones sitting at d back??? well, 2 them, they r d bad apples hu dun know wat's good 4 them, they decline knowledge n refuse 2 cooperate in class... They r obviously 110% wrong!!!!!! There's no logic bout saying dat d back seaters r d ones hu hav lower grades n least not all of them... some back seaters hav high grades too maybe even higher than d front seaters... u'll never know... but 4 me, i dun mind sitting in front or at d back.. d most important thing is i can c d screen clearly, i chat wif frens sumtimes during class but i still take things seriously just dat i dun wan my uni life will left oni studies n lectures 2 remember... so Mr. wesley, wat do u mean by "i'll oni put effort on d 1st 5 rows, n 4 d rest, god bless u."?????? I'll show u d back seaters aren't d ones hu need blessings!!!! i've shown ms michelle(d accounts lecturer) dat d back seaters n d one hu talks a lot can still manage 2 get an A in d finals!! too bad she doesn't know dat i've got my A in accounts during d finals... But i certainly shut her up when i've got full marks in my mid term... hahahahaha.. i'm no account genious all i hav is juz a little basic which sum ppl might not hav as an advantage... Dat will teach u not 2 look down on d back seaters!!!

short blog..

This is goin 2 b a short blog cuz i dun really hav anything ideas bout wat 2 write but i sure am in d mood of writing blogs.... hehehe, i know i'm weird... Currently doin my social psychology assignment about phobias n i'm doin about obesophobia or Pocrescophobia, which is fear of gaining weight... well, it's kinda common especialy nowadays where being slim is d official trend 4 d past few yrs... Me myslef as an example... i'm not obesophobia but i dun like gaining weight which is actually wat i do most of d times... i really enjoy eating n i cant stand diet meals which is tasteless n hav heaps of vegetables... Like now, i'm controlling myself 2 eat oni proper meals at proper times n stay away from junk food... although, a tiny bit of them per day is acceptable 4 me... hahahaha... Exercising... dis is a hard part, cuz as a lazy person, i dun really like sweating from head 2 toe... so i'll exercise anytime when i hav d mood 4 it.... dat explains y my lose weight plannings always fail...
Off 4 dinner now...
the end...

frustrating...

Just finish downlaoding my lecture notes from d school website.... Kinda frustrating 2 c them cuz d number of notes i c in d website under my account, means the more things i hav 2 read up on 2 prepare 4 exams.... sigh... Its juz d beginning of my 2nd sem n d assignments r all flowing in like water rapids.. Y??? cant i juz enjoy my uni life???
Ppl usually say dat uni life is really enjoyable but how come i haven c anything enjoyable bout it yet??? although i hate my high skool days( it's actually d skool, not d ppl... no offense!!!!) but i can say dat its much more relaxing compared 2 now... at least i dun hav 2 do so many MUST HAND IN homewoks... in high skool, i hardly do my homework...
Another thing bout uni is d replacement classes!!!! i hate them!!!! Y must they hav replacement classes???? It's a declared holiday so let it b a holiday, nobody mind.... maybe d syllabus cant b finished on time so y dun u juz let us d whole week off n add another week at d end of d semester??? isnt dat better???? well, at least its better than having classes until 6p.m. n facing those crazy jams on d highway.. argh.... thinking of d jams makes me feel frustrated...
2moro i'm having 1 shot of classes from 9 until 2 without any breaks in betweeen.. i sure hope dat my stomache is able 2 manage not 2 growl so loudly in class...

Panda eyes

Was actually planning 2 post a blog yesterday but d computer was fully booked by my siblings, so wat can i do??? they hav exams last few weeks n i had d computer all 2 myself those days so i shud not complain bout not using d computer 4 juz a day.... dat's d life of d eldest in d family.... anyway... (Jason, if u r reading my blog, i wud like 2 wish u happy belated birthday!!!! i know its supposed 2 b yesterday but like i have said i cudn't use d computer yesterday 2 send any greetings, hope u hav recieved my sms, wondering whether it got there onot cuz not sure overseas sms will get thru d "sot sot" line of mine... )
wat was i planning 2 write (type)???? o ya... My fren said sumthing bout me driving 2 skool at 6.30 in d morning... he said it is damn stressful n he could now c d effects on my face especially on my eyes... Panda eyes, dat is... he said my eyes wasn't like dat when i used 2 arrive skool early during my last sem when there's sum1 hu can fetch me to n fro from home... But honestly, i get extra 45 minutes of sleep compared 2 last sem cuz i'm drivng myself.. Last sem, i always had 2 get up at bout 5.20 in d morning cuz d van will arrive at my doorstep at 6a.m. sharp.. Now, i get 2 wake up at 6.00a.m. which means i get 40 extra mins of sleep... so y am i having those panda eyes???? Maybe bcuz after i get up d van i'll b dozing off until i reach skool which is bout 1 hr (d driver has 2 fetch other kids 2 skool, so d journey is quite long...), so i've got a net balnace of 20mins extra of sleep compared 2 now... does it make sense??? anyway, if my panda eyes get any worse, its all bcuz of my lack of 20mins sleep then... Starting my journey 2 skool at 6.30a.m. is 4 d sake of getting a parking space in front of skool n also avoid those stupid jams on d highway... I dun c dat very strressful but i do realise dat my panda eyes r getting more n more obvious... any1 has any cure 4 panda eyes using simple materials n gives immediate effects????
panda eyes... been having them since form 4... its kinda weird 4 them 2 suddenly pop up under my eyes as a dark shadow... i hav never had panda eyes b4 dat no matter how late i slept.. wondering wat's causing them??? age?? stress?? although i love pandas but i certainly dun want their characteristics on myself... i admit dat they r cute n adorable but i'm not suitable 4 cute cute kawaii images... So pls go find sum cute cute kawaii individuals n land urself there (sounds kinda mean... no offense!!!!)
Now, i'm off looking 4 teabags 4 my panda eyes!!!!

My panicky attitude...

Its kinda weird but i do get panic easily... examples: when my car cant start, went into d wrong turning in a highway, crushed d glass screen on my mp4, n when i lst my belongings... Since when did i hav such attitude??? i dun remember being so panicky in my "young ages"... But now, whenever i get into d situations above, i'll juz panic n my brain will automatically gone blank... How come???
When i cant twist d keys 2 start my car, i juz sumhow get really tensed up n called my dad 4 help without knowing dat its juz my stering wheel has been locked... when i took d wrong turning in d highway, i'll sumhow 4et d uses of d signboards n d theory: "the world is round", i can always find a u-turn back...
I use 2 hav shivering hands when i hav 2 handle things cautionly like when i was doing my electronic project, my hands were never still while holding d glue-gun n d "pateri"(dono wat's it called in english)... Is dat a sign of my panicky??
But anyway, i must stop dis kind of things from happening n learn how 2 calm down n think properly like wat my dad always taught me... Calm down calm down.... If not i'm taking d risk of getting panic attacks...
no more... no more... Muz always calm down n think (mutters 2 myself...)